Shity Past

Past can be so SHITY. Clearly, LIFE IS BETTER without an OLD CLINGY FUCKER...It was YEARS AGOOOOOOOOOO... All of a sudden, I REMEMBER A PHRASE THAT MY EX USED TO TELL ME... WHO CARES? HE LOVED ME OR HE DID NOT LOVE ME... IN MY DIRTY HEART, HE HAS NO PLACEEEEEEEE...

Literally, he was JUST a stupid date for me... DID WE SLEEP WITH EACH OTHER? NOPE... Thus, he was just SOMEONE I used to SPEND TIME TOGETHER TO FEEL AS IF I WAS IN LOVE...

HE AND ME ONLY SPENT TIME AT THE PARKS AND ON STREETS... HE WAS NOT SPECIAL... I DO NOT CARE IF I WAS SPECIAL FOR HIM... HE IS A VERY NEGATIVE GUY THAT HE ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ACT. BACK TO REALITY, I STILL DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ACT... LOOOOOOOOOOL...

IF HE THINKS ABOUT ME TIME TO TIME, HE CAN FIND A WAY TO TALK TO ME. DID HE EVER AND EVER GIVE ME A CALL? NOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... I DID MY BEST AND HIS THOUGHTS ABOUT ME ARE TOTALLY AN IRRELEVANT SUBJECT TO ME...

THERE WAS A VERY HOT MOMENT BETWEEN US, AND EVEN IN THAT HOT MOMENT, I WAS PRETENDING THAT I LOVED HIM. THE WAY I KISSED HIM MEANT NOTHING, TOO. I AM VERY HAPPY THAT HE IS GONE FOREVER...

OBVIOUSLY, I HAD NEVER BEEN COMMITTED TO HIM BECAUSE I WAS INTO ANOTHER GUY WHEN I USED TO DATE THIS EX FUCKER. I WANTED TO GET MORE CLOSE THIS EX, HE ALWAYS PUT SOME BOUNDARIES BETWEEN US...

WHAT A BOYFRIEND... LOOOOOOOOOOOL...

I LIKE TO BE ON MY OWN. IF I NEED SOMEONE TO KISS, I JUST GO ON AN ASTRAL JOURNEY AND I GET A SEXUAL CONNECTION WITH WHOMEVER I DESIRE. THAT IS THE NAUGHTY SIDE OF THE INNOCENT GIRL.

HIS THOUGHTS COME TO ME LIKE A MAGNET, BUT I AM TALENTED ENOUGH TO MAKE THEM PERISH.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

I AM A REAL PSYCHIC, BUT I DO NOT LOVE MY EX. I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT I LOVED HIM ANYWAY...

HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...

YESTERDAY, I CRIED THAT HE WOULD NEVER RETURN BACK TO ME. TODAY, MY ALTER EGO IS TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD SMILE MORE THAT THE FUCKER WILL NEVER RETURN BACK TO ME...

HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...

I AM A WEIRDOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Accurate Tarot Reading

I normally do not prefer to do tarot readings for MYSELF... I CAN HARDLY BE OBJECTIVE... I CONTROL THE CARDS BY MY OWN MIND... THIS TIME, I have tried HARDER TO SEE THE TRUTH... I WANT TO SUICIDE... I CHECKED IF MY EX WILL RETURN BACK TO ME, I SAW THAT HE WILL NEVER RETURN BACK... I MIGHT HEAR SOME NEWS FROM HIM ONE DAY, BUT THAT WILL BE ALL... I WANT TO DIE... I WAS ALWAYS SURE THAT HE WOULD RETURN BACK TO ME... I CAN'T RELY ON THIS READING MUCH, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS TRUE...

I ASKED IF I WILL MEET SOMEONE NEW AND WILL BE WITH ME FOREVER? I SAW IT IS POSSIBLE, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IT WILL HAPPEN IN A VERY VERY LONG TIME FUTURE... HE WILL BE WHITE AND AROUND MY AGE... THAT IS ALL I CAN SEE... HE WILL STAY WITH ME, BUT I DO NOT SEE THAT THERE WILL BE LOVE BETWEEN US... THIS IS A SHIT...

WELL, WHOMEVER COMES, I DO NOT CARE... I WAITED FOR MANY YEARS FOR MY EX TO RETURN BACK TO ME... I DATED ONLINE A LOT AND I NEVER GOT OVER MY EX EVER... I LOVED ONLY MY EX... NO ONE UNDERSTOOD THAT HE WAS THE ONLY BOY FOR ME...

OVERALL, I CHECKED THE OTHER MAN.TOO. IT IS OVER... IT IS GOOD... WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER, AS WELL... I GUESS IN THIS LIFE, WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER WITH PEOPLE WHOM WE LOVE BY HEART SO MUCH... THEN, WHAT IS THE POINT TO BE WITH ANOTHERONE TO SPEND A WHOLE LIFETIME?

THIS IS SO SHIT... HE GOT THE HERMIT CARD AS ALWAYS... IT IS TRUE FOR HIM... I WILL HAVE SOMEONE TO HAVE... THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE ME, BUT MAYBE I WILL CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVE TOWARDS HAVING A LIFE PARTNER... I SEE NO RING... I SEE THAT I WILL BE WITH SOMEONE AS A PARTNER AND HE WILL STAY... HE MUST BE VERY VERY GIVING IF HE DECIDES TO STAY WITH ME... I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT HIS JOB, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE HE RUNS HIS OWN BUSINESS... WELL, THAT IS WHAT I ALWAYS LOOK FOR... SOMEONE WHOM CAN TAKE CARE OF ME... HE CAN FUCK MANY WOMEN, I JUST NEED SOME SECURITY IN TERMS OF A MONEY WISE...

THAT IS ALL...

HE COULD BE EDUCATED, BUT NOT SO MUCH. I GUESS HE HAS NO HIGHER EDUCATION, JUST A UNIVERSITY BACKGROUND... I DO NOT WANT THIS PERSON... HE SEEMS SO WHITE AND I PICK UP HE IS NOT TURKISH, BUT NOT AMERICAN, NOR EUROPEAN... WHATEVER... I NEED HIS PASSPORT...

OTHERSSSSSSSSSSSSS ARE ALL GONE...

I AM GONEEEEEEEEEEEEE, TOO...

IF I SURVIVE, I CHOOSE THE ONE WHOM STAYS WITH ME...

IF NOT, I CHOOSE TO DIE BY MYSELF...

NOT TOO BAD...

I WON'T BE IN TURKEY WHEN I MEET THIS NEW ONE...

THAT IS SO TRUE...

MOVING ON FROM ALL DREAMS...

HAPPY FINANCIAL FUCK FOR ME...

IF HE PAYS ME LOTS, I WILL BE SUBMISSIVE 48 HOURS...

GIVE ME SOME CASH AND THEN FUCK ME BAD...

LIFE IS LIKE THAT...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

I CLOSE THIS SHITY BLOG TOO...

IT IS OVER, TOO...

THEY SHOULDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ALL BE FORGOTTEN...

I SHALL FORGET...

WE ALL FORGET...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ALL...

THIS BLOG IS DEAD FROM NOW ON...

THE END...

tribute to EX

AS I'M A HOUSEWIFE, I WAS WATCHING A TV PROGRAMME. LOOOOOOOOOOOOL AND ROFL... IT WAS ASSOCIATED WITH DREAMS... After listening to the SHITY WOMAN, I THOUGHT ABOUT MY EX... I ALWAYS WANTED HIM BACK... YES, YES, YES... I ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE PEACE WITH HIM... THE WOMAN SAID TO THE WOMAN THAT THE WAY TO MAKE A COMMUNICATION WITH THE PERSON WHOM YOU WANT TO MAKE PEACE MATTERS A LOT... SKIP IT... WHAT DID I DO? NOTHING... I EITHER MOCKED OF HIS FAKE GF OR HIS MOTHER... I NEVER ACHIEVED TO MAKE REAL PEACE WITH MY EX... COMMUNICATION MATTERS SO MUCH...

WHY should I COMMUNICATE PROPERLY? LOOOOOOOOOOL... I'M SO CRAZY AND INSANE AND WILD... ONCE I USED DIRTY WORDS TO SEDUCE HIM, TOO... THIS WAY, I REALLY THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD MAKE PEACE... LOOOOOOOOOL... 

Whatever happened BETWEEN HIM AND ME, I JUST MOVE ON. I STILL WANT TO MAKE PEACE WITH HIM BECAUSE I DO NOT FIND ANYONE BETTER... LOOOOOOOOOOOL... I am a fool beause I THOUGHT ABOUT messaging him in a different way... HE IS NOT WORTH IT...

I FEEL HIS THOUGHTS A LOT AND HE SAYS I AM SO SORRY F. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY HE SAYS THIS TO ME... BEFOREHAND, HE NEVER WAS SORRY... I BELIEVE THAT SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED TO HIM... THAT IS LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... DO NOT BE SORRY FOR ME, BE SORRY FOR YOUR OWN FAILURE... YOU FAILED TO BE MY BF AND YOU FAILED TO GET MARRIED WITH ME... YOU FAILED TO BE MINE... YOU FAILED TO FUCK ME, TOO... WHICH SORRY IS THIS?

GOOD LUCK... IT SEEMS HE HAS FOUND A VERY BAD GIRL OR HE IS SO SO SO LONELY THAT HE REMEMBERS ME... WHEN I ERASE PEOPLE, I ERASE FOREVER, TOO... I WAITED TOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG... FROM NOW ON, HIS BEING SORRY IS NOT MY PROBLEM...

I GUESS AT THE AGE OF 35, YOU WAKE UP FROM ALL DREAMS...

OF COURSE, I AM UNSTABLE SO MUCH AND I AM VERY SURE I WILL WRITE A VERY ROMANTIC POEM ABOUT MY EX ANOTHER DAY... LOOOOOOOOOL....

I AM LIKE A PUZZLE... IF YOU WANT TO PLAY WITH ME, YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT YOU WILL GET VERY CLOSE TO THE END, BUT YOU WILL NEVER GET ME BACK... I DO NOT ACCEPT IF HE RETURNS... HE READS THINGS THAT I WRITE, BUT I DO NOT KNOW HOW HE DOES IT... I GUESS HE HACKS MY STUFF BECAUSE HE IS AN ENGINEER... IF HE DOESN'T WANT ME BACK, WHY HE IS FOLLOWING ME...

WHAT IS MY REAL CONNECTION WITH MY EX? I SMELL HIM A LOT... WELL, I MISS HIM... CAN WE JUST FUCK EACH OTHER? LOOOOOOOOOOOL....

JUST ONE NIGHT FUCK, I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING...

RETURN BACK ONLY FOR A FUCK....

WE WILL BOTH BE VERY HAPPY...

WE CAN'T STAY VIRGINS FOREVER, BOY... LOOOOOOL....

BYE VIRGIN BOY....

BY THE WAY, GET A SHOWER DEAR... YOU STINKKKKKKKKKKKK... :)

MWAHHHHH MY LITTLE BOY....

I

STILL

LOVE

YOU

MUCH...

ALWAYS YOURS, F.

staying silent

Staying silent is AWESOME... EVERYONE talks on their own... LOL, LOL, LOL... I have my own page to SAY ANY SHIT... Apparently, HE NEVER GIVES UP... DOES HE LOVE ME? ROFL... HE PUTS THE CABLES ON HIS HEAD AND HE SAYS HE LOVES ME MUCH... IS IT THE MATRIX? LOOOOOOOOOOOOL...

I will stay SILENT... THE GAME WILL CHANGE... HOWEVER, I DO NOT THINK I HAVE ENOUGH COURAGE TO PLAY GAMES WITH A NEW PERSON... I THOUGHT THAT IT WILL BE ONLY A GAME... THE OUTCOME IS TERRIBLE... 

JUST SAYING, I GAVE UP... I HAVE MANY REASONS... PUT MANY ELECTRONIC HATS ON YOUR HEAD AND COME TO MY DREAMS AND SLEEP NEAR ME... IT IS ARTIFICIAL... OH BOY, THE GIRL WOKE UP... LOL AND LOL AND LOL...

HOWEVER, EVEN IT STARTED AS A GAME, WE BOTH KNOW THAT THE GAME TURNED OUT SOMETHING WE COULD NOT DEFINE CLEARLY... I NEED NO CLARIFICATION ANY MORE...

AS I AM QUITE, IT IS THE BEST WAY FOR ME TO FOCUS ON MYSELF.. I HAVE FOUND A NEW OBSESSION... IT IS CEL-TA... LOOOOOOOOOOOOL... I GUESS I AM DONE WITH ALL HUMAN BEINGS... I WANT TO TRAIN MYSELF AND LEARN NEW THINGS... WHAT CAN I DO? THEY ALWAYS COMPLAINED THAT I WILL NEVER WORK...

IT IS NOT THEIR PROBLEM ANYMOREEEEEE... ON THE CONTRARY, THEY BOTH NEVER HELPED ME AND ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NEVER BE OCCUPIED...

WELL, I KNOW ONLY ONE THING THAT LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WORRY ABOUT BULLSHITS... IF I WORK, I WILL WORK... WHO CARES ABOUT THE FUTURE? I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK IN A PRIVATE SCHOOL, IT HAS FAILED... I WORKED THERE 2 DAYS... LOOOOOOOL, THEY KNOW ME SO WELL... BEING WITH ME WILL BE THE SAME... I CAN BE WITH THEM JUST IN 2 DAYS AND THEN DISAPPEAR FOR MANY MOTNHS OR WEEKS... IT MUST BE PAINFUL... 

I DO WHATEVER I WANT TO DO... I LOVE IT...

BETWEEN, I GAVE UP TRULY... I GUESS I NEVER LOVED...

PUT THE CABLES ON, AND TELL ME MORE THAT YOU LOVE ME MUCH...

MAY I ASK A QUESTION? DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME MUCH? IF IT IS TRUE, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...

OVERALL, I AM JUST A TURKISH GIRL...

BYE...

I AM NOT INTO PSYCHIC STUFF, IT WAS FUN... I PRETENDED THAT I WAS A CLAIRVOYANT... I AM FAKE... I CAN'T BE AN ESOL TEACHER, TOO... I AM FAKE IN EVERYTHING...

LEAVE

THE

GIRL

ALONE...

GREETINGS TO SPAIN... AS FAR AS I REMEMBER, IN THAT APPLICATION THEY WOULD NOT PROVIDE THE ACCOMODATION... LOOOOOOOL...:)

WORK ON YOUR HOMEWORK BETTER...:)

BYE TILL HELL...

tribute to someone STUPID

Dear Stupid,

I stopped messaging YOU... I GAVE UP ON YOU... You should give up on me, too... IF YOU WANTED TO BE WITH ME, YOU CHOULD HAVE BEEN WITH ME... You haven't got any obstacles to be with ME... Please, don't be with ME... YOU ARE STUPID...

From now on, WE BREAK UP... WE never had been TOGETHER... Stupid person never LEAVES ME... I think he is so STUPID... I LEFT HIM FOREVER... I WILL never message him... I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO HIM TILL I PASS AWAY...

Stupid, when you sleep with me, what are you doing? I GO ON SLEEPING, STUPID... I SLEEP ALONE, YOU STAY WITH ME LIKE A DUMB GHOST... DO YOU REALLY WANT TO SLEEP NEAR ME? THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN...

STUPİD, YOU WEAR A MACHINE HAT AND ACT LIKE YOU LOVE ME... YOU ARE STUPID BECAUSE EVEN YOUR LOVE IS ARTIFICIAL... STUPID, WHY DO YOU HUG SOMEONE MUCH? WHAT IS YOUR ISSUE WITH THIS PERSON? LET IT GO, DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

LET IT GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS KISS HER? YOU ARE STUPID... LIFE IS LAMEEEEEEEEEEEE. YOU ARE LAMEEEEEEEEEEE. TOO... WHY DO YOU LOVE HER? YOUR LOVE IS UNRETURNED...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

MAYBE YOU ARE REALLY INTELLIGENT, BUT I MOVED ON...

I GET BORED OF YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID...

DO YOU WANT A MESSAGE FROM YOUR DEAR JENNY?

NEVERMIND...

SHE WAS JUST A DRUG ADDICT...

LOOOOOOOOL...

SHE MAKES NO SENSE TO ME...

IT SEEMS THAT THE MESSAGES OF JENNY ARE ARTIFICIAL, TOO...

COME ON, YOU REALLY LOST ME...

CHANGE THE GAME AND THE NAME AND HAVE FUN!!!

I WILL NEVER GO OVERSEAS AGAIN...

I GOT WHAT I WANTED...

THAT IS ALL MATTERS...

WHEN IT IS OVER

WHEN IT IS OVER, IT IS OVER... I am happy... DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR MISS F... DO NOT THINK OF HER... SHE WILL NEVER WORK... SHE NEVER LOVED YOU... SHE NEVER CARED ABOUT YOU... EVEN WHEN SHE WAS KISSING YOU, SHE WAS PRETENDING AS IF SHE WAS GETTING PLEASURE...

I NEVER LOVED THIS EX... HE KISSED ME AND KISSED ME AND NEVER SLEPT WITH ME... HE WAS BORING...

I NEVER LOVED THE REST, AS WELL... THEY WERE JUST ONLINE FLAMES...

I GUESS NO ONE STAYS WITH ME...

I CLOSED ALL MY CONNECTIONS... I SLEEP ALONE AND I DO NOT FEEL ANYONE WITH ME...

I HOPE EVERYONE FINDS A GOOD FUCKING BUDDY...

MY TURN WILL COME, TOO...

ABOUT THIS EX, I SWEAR THAT I WILL SEDUCE HIS FATHER IN ORDER TO TAKE A REVENGE...

LIFE IS ALWAYS A SHIT...

LATELY, I MET A FEW MEN AND THEY DID NOT LIKE ME...

LOOOOOOOOOOOL....

THEY THOUGHT THAT I AM A CRAZY GIRL, TOO...

LOOOOOOOOOOL...

THERE MUST BE A VERY STRONG MAN TO THINK THAT I AM THE ONE FOR HIM...

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR MISS F...

THEY NEVER FORGET THE LETTER F...

IF THEY DO NOT FORGET, THEY SHOULD PUT THE LETTER F INTO THEIR DICKS... THAT SUITS PERFECT... ;)

HAPPY MASTURBATIONS TO EX...

I DO NOT NEED ANY MASTURBATION BECAUSE I DO FUCK WOMEN ON ASTRAL...

IT IS THE BEST AROUSED FEELING...

ADIOS FOLKS...

MAY I ASK, WHAT KIND OF A NAME IS MARYANN?

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

NAH, I WON'T BUY THESE CONNECTION SHITS...

OVER...

CAN I FUCK BOJANA?

:)

LOOOOOOOOL...

SHE IS 35...

LOOOOOOOOOOL...

TOGETHER, WE COULD RAPE HERRRRRRRRRRRRR...

SHE WOULD BE OUR SUBMISSIVE BITCH...

OPSSSSSSSSSSS...

I HAVE THE MARYANN, NOT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW,

HE HAD LOST ME FOREVER, TOO...

MISS F...

LOOOOOOOOOOL...

F

U

L

... :)

LOOOOOOOOOOOOL...

BYE BABES...

Reading MINDS

I had reached at the level of reading people's minds in a very very professional way... I HAD AN INTERVIEW AND I GAVE ALL THE POSITIVE ANSWERS TO THE person whom TESTED ME... LOOOOOOOOOL... WHATEVER HAPPENED, IT HAPPENED...

I AM AN AGRESSIVE PERSON AND I NEVER SHUT MY MOUTH UP... LOOOOOOOOOL... HOWEVER, IT WAS FUN TO EXPERIENCE THIS... BACK TO REALITY, AS NO EXPERIENCE, THE SCHOOL PREFERS AN EXPERT... TO BE HONEST, I AM RETIRED... LOOOOOOOOOOL...

HOW CAN I HAVE AN EXPERIENCE? MAYBE, LONDON WAS GOOD FOR ME... THEY NEVER HIRED, TOO... WELL, AT LEAST MY ABILITY IMPROVED... THUS, FUCKERSSSSSSSS, I CAN TELL YOU THAT I CAN CONVINCE MY EX TO RETURN BACK TO ME...

I JUST NEED TO GIVE HIM THE ANSWERS HE WISHES BY CHANNELLING WITH HIS MIND... WHAT THE FUCK I DID WAS AGAINST THE HUMAN RIGHTS... THE OUTCOME IS EMPTY...

SOME PEOPLE GAIN POWER ON OTHERS AND I JUST FELT LIKE I WAS THE BOSS... AT LEAST, I AM SO CONFIDENT... I DO NOT CARE TO WORK... WE WILL ALL DIE... WHETHER WE WORK OR NO, WE WILL PASS AWAY...

THE INTERVIEW WAS THE BEST ONE I HAD... I LOSE THE CONTROL IN INTERVIEWS... I GAVE ALL THE GOOD ANSWERS AND SHE LOVED IT TOO MUCH... SHE WON'T HIRE ME AS OTHERS BECAUSE IT IS THE SAME CLICHE... HERE IS MIDDLE EAST AND HERE IS TURKEY...

WHAT ABOUT MY MASTER DEGREE? LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL... IT IS GONE TO THE DUSTBIN AND I DO NOT CARE... I WANT TO FIND A WEIRD JOB SOMEHOW AND I WANT TO DO MY PHD LATER...

WILL I BE AN ENGLISH TEACHER? NOPE, NEVER... WILL I GET INTO THE MEDIA FIELD? NOPE, NEVER...

WILL I MOVE OUT TO ANOTHER COUNTRY? LIFE IS A WEIRD TUNNEL... IF I COME OUT OF THE DARK CYCLE OF MINE, EVENTUALLY I WILL SETTLE DOWN IN A FOREIGN COUNTRY...

ISTANBUL IS A SHITY CITY AS LONDON...

FUCK THEM ALL...

IF I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO THE JOB, IF I GET NO CHANCE, HOW CAN I LEARN THE JOB? SHITTTTTTT, NIGHTMARE, BUT I GAVE ALL THE POSITIVE ANSWERS TO HER...

I AM READY FOR A NEXT INTERVIEW...

I WILL BE 40 SOONISH AND I WILL STILL BE GOING INTO INTERVIEWS... THEN, PEOPLE ARE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE NO HEART AND I AM VERY MEAN AND CRUEL... WHAT DO THEY EXPECT FROM ME LIKE THAT?

TO BE CONTINUED OR NO, I JUST NEED TO FORGET THIS INTERVIEW AS OTHERS...

BUT, I ASK FOR IT... I SEE THE OUTCOME ALREADY...

WELL, THIS ONE WAS THE BEST ONE...

AS I SEE, THERE IS NO HOPE FOR ME...

AS I SEE, THERE IS NO CHANCE FOR ME...

FUCK JOB AND CAREER...

I WON'T WORK...

LOOOOOOOOOOOL...

AFTER 40, WILL I GET A CHANCE? ROFL...

HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....

I AM A CLOWN... CLOWNS ALWAYS FIND A VERY GOOD SHOW TO EARN MONEY...

BYEEEEE FOREVERRRRRRRRR BLOG... 

I AM HEADING TOWARDS THE MAJOR DEPRESSION...

I DO NOT CARE

I do not not CARE about any of them... IF THEY LOVE ME SO BAD, THEY SHOULD CHOOSE ME IN A REAL LIFE... IF THEY CHOOSE ME IN DREAMS OR ON ASTRAL ZONES, THAT IS NOT MY PROBLEM... I can be very NICE when I WANT TO BE, but MY CRISES WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME ACT LIKE A CRAZY PERSON... 

THEY LOVE ME, THEY MISS ME, THEY HATE ME... THEY, THEY, THEY.... I DO COME FIRST... I AM A FREE SPIRIT, THEY THINK THAT I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM, BUT I ALWAYS FIND A BACK UP GUY TO HAVE FUN WITH... I AM LIKE THAT BECAUSE AT LEAST BACK UPS ARE FUN AND THEY MAKE ME LAUGH...

IF THEY WANT ME, THEY SHOULD JUST DO IT WITH ME... LOOOOOOOOOOOOL... THEY BOTH CAN'T DO IT... I CAN'T DO IT ALONE... LOOOOOOOOOOOL...

LIFE GOES ALONE....

LIFE IS LIFE....

LIFE IS THE COLOR THAT WE SEE IT THROUGH OUR OWN EYES, NOT THE EYES OF THE OTHER PEOPLE...

OVERALL, I REALLY HAD SLEEP WITH SOMEONE IN EUROPE...

IT WAS NOT SATISFYING...

LOL

AND

ROFL...

THEY THINK THAT I WILL ONLY SLEEP WITH THEM...

LEAVE IT MEN....

I AM A FREE SOUL...

IF

If I THINK OF THEM, do they think of me? WHO THINKS OF ME THE MOST? THE ONE SAYING CRAYZ BITCH TO ME, OR THE ONE SAYING MANIAC GIRL to me? lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllolllllllllllllllllll loooooooooooooooooooooooooloooooooooooooooooollllllllllllllll....

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG....

THEY BOTH LOVE ME ON THEIR OWN WAY....

I DO NOT LOVE THEM, I PLAY GAMES WITH THEM... THEY ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DUMB TO UNDERSTAND THAT I DO NOT LOVE THEM....

I AM BORED OF LIFE SO I PLAY GAMESSSSSSSSSSSSS....

WHY DO THEY CALL ME LIKE THAT?

DO I MAKE THEM SOOOOOOOOO INSANE?

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

CRAZY BITCH IS VERY NASTY, BUT MANIAC GIRL IS NOT A NICE WAY TO CALL SOMEONE, TOO...

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

POOR BABIES SHOULD MOVE ON....

I AM VERY SORRY FOR THESE CHICKEN FUCKERS THAT THEY CAN NEVER FORGET ME....

I SWEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I NEVER LOVED ANY OF THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

THEY ARE DELUSIONALLLLLLL....

BETWEEN, I AM BACK TO ISLAM AND PRAYERS....

THEY WILL GET MORE INSANE... :)

THOSE PRAYERS MAKE THEM SO CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...

LOOOOOOOOOOOL....

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,

BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FATHER AND BABYYYYYYYY BOYYYYYY, 

CAN WE HAVE THREESOMEEEEEEEEEEE?

LOOOOOOOOOOOL....

CHICKENS...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

ASTRAL SEX

Every fucking night, I END UP having an astral sex with different people... LOL.... HOW COME I CAN NOT FIND A NEW ASTRAL SEX LOVER? I GET BORED WITH THESE GUYS... ONE OF THEM IS MY EX, I AM FED UP WITH FORCING HIM TO HAVE SEX WITH ME... THE OTHER ONE IS THE EUROPEAN GUY AND HE IS MORE WILD THAN ME... I GOT BORED OF HIS WILD SEX, AS WELL... THE OTHER ONE IS THE BRAZILIAN GUY, HE HAS A GF AND WHY SHOULD I HAVE SEX WITH HIM? HE IS CURRENTLY NOT SINGLE... DESPITE ALL THESE ARE HAPPENING, STUPID AND CRAZY MAN SLEEPS NEAR ME... HE TELLS ME VERY SHITY THINGS AND I DO NOT BELIEVE ANY OF HIS WORDS... HE IS VERY STUPID...

WELL, I WANT TO HAVE AN ASTRAL SEX WITH DEMONS IN AN UNDERGROUND ASTRAL ZONE... THEY ARE HOT AND THEY NEED ME THERE... INTERESTINGLY, IN ALL ASTRAL VERSIONS OF MINE, MY HAIR IS SO BLACK... I LOOK MORE PALE AND I LOOK TALLER AND I LOOK LIKE A WITCH... I DO NOT KNOW WHY I SEEM LIKE THAT... WHICH ASTRAL ZONE IS THIS? I DO NOT LOVE THESE GUYS... THEY ARE TOO BORING TO SATISFY ME...

I WANT TO HAVE A FUCK WITH A WOMAN... I DO NOT KNOW WHY I END UP HAVING A USELESS FUCK WITH THESE FUCKERS... STUPID MAN IS A CHICKEN, HE ONLY TALKS WITH ME AND HE IS STUPID MUCH HE IS LIKE A CHILD AND HE NON STOP SAYS HE LOVES ME SO MUCH... 

I BROKE UP WITH THIS KID.... I DO NOT CARE...

ASTRAL SEX COULD BE FUN, BUT WITH THESE FUCKERS, I GET BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD....

TONIGHT, I WANT A REAL ASTRAL SEX WITH A FEMALE... I AM DONE WITH THESE MEN...

THEY ARE ALL SHIT... THEY CAN NOT BE SUBMISSIVE ENOUGH... THEY GET CRAZY... I FEEL LIKE I AM RAPING THEM... GOSH, THAT IS VERY STUPID AND LAME....


BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

NO more CONNECTION

I WANT NO MORE CONNECTION... I'M switching my abilities OFF... I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM ALL PSYCHIC STUFF A BIT... I'M A VERY BUSY GIRL... I HAVE A JOB TO DO, IT PAYS GOOD.... THE GUY I DEALT BEFORE, HE DEALT WITH ME AGAIN... AT LEAST MONEY COMES... I DO NOT NEED TO WORK AS A FUCKING PSYCHIC AGAIN TO EARN MONEY... YEAH, THAT WAS LONG TIME AGO...

HOWEVER, WHAT A FUCKED UP CONNECTION IS THAT... ON THE RADIO, I RAN INTO RIHANNA'S SONG CALLED ''WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN''... THAT WAS THE SONG I USED TO LIKE A LOT... THAT WAS THE SONG THAT THE CRAZY MAN USED TO LIKE A LOT TOO... WE BOTH LIKE RIHANNA...

I DO NOT WHOM I LOVE... EX IS GONE, NOW THE CRAZY MAN HAS COME TO MY MIND... SHUTTING DOWN EVERYTHING THAT I DO HAVE A HUGE CONNECTION... THESE GUYS BOTH LOVE ME MUCHHHHHHHHHHH....

THEY ARE COWARDS....

THE GUY I DEAL IS LIKE A DRUG DEALER... LOOOOOOOOOOOL.... HE PAYS GOOD MONEY, BUT IT IS JUST A FREELANCE JOB... IT IS A LOT BETTER THAN DOING READINGS...

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

I AM GONE FROM HIS LIFE...

DIDN'T HE TELL ME: FINALLY...

WHATEVER HE FEELS...

ADIOS LUNATIC PSYCHO...

ENJOY YOUR LONELINESS...

THAT IS LIFE...

STOP BEING MEAN IS WHAT HE IS SAYING...

LOL...

THAT 

IS

A 

GOOD

CONNECTION...

OFF FROM PSYCHO WORLD OF BEING A PSYCHIC...

WHEN I WANT TO OPEN UP MY ABILITIES AGAIN, WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN?

BU

BYE...

Weird astral DREAMS

I have repetitive and weird astral dreams in which I ALWAYS MAKE PEACE WITH MY EX BF... In reality, this never occurs... It looks like it is what I REALLY WISH... Yeah, I MOVE ON ANYWAY...

However, for years in every astral zone that I GET LOST through different places, I RUN INTO MY EX... HE MAKES PEACE WITH ME AND HE KISSES ME LIKE A LITTLE KID. THAT NEVER HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE...

All I know is through time travelling on ASTRAL, I REALLY DO MAKE PEACE WITH HIM IN OTHER DIMENSIONS... I GET MANY SIGNS THAT WE WILL MAKE PEACE.... WHATEVER THE REAL BLOCK IS, IT PREVENTS HIM FROM MAKING PEACE WITH ME... I BELIEVE THAT IT IS HIS REAL LIFE ISSUES MAKE HIM STAY DISTANT TOWARDS ME...

ALL DAY HE WAS ON MY MIND... TO BE HONEST, I ALSO FELT HIS SMELL AROUND ME... HE IS NOT PSYCHIC, BUT I BELIEVE THAT HE HAS SOME ABILITIES... IF I REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT HIM A LOT TODAY, I JUST WONDER HOW DID HE REALLY FEEL ALL DAY OR EVEN IN HIS SLEEPING, DID HE EVER SEE ME IN HIS DREAM? I WILL NEVER KNOW HIS FEELINGS...

I 

JUST

BELIEVE

THAT

WE

WILL

MAKE

PEACE

ONE

DAY...

THE END!!!

I HATE HIM

I HATE HIM...

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM...

I HATE HIM...

I WILL NEVER MARRY HIM...

I HATE HIM...

I WILL NEVER BE HIS WIFE...

I HATE HIM...

I WILL NEVER TALK TO HIM...

I HATE HIM...

I WILL NEVER KISS HIS FROG LIPS...

I HATE HIM...

I WILL NEVER ACCEPT HIS SHITY AND NASTY PAST...

I HATE HIM...

I WILL NEVER HAVE EVEN ONE BABY WITH HIM...

I GUESS HE HAS HIS OWN RIGHT NOT TO CHOOSE ME....

BU

BYE

REEVES!!!

WHATEVER IT IS

Whatever IT is, from my side it is OVER... I MOVE ON... HE SLEEPS NEAR ME LIKE A DOG AS ALWAYS... HE KISSES ME LIKE A GHOST AS ALWAYS... WHATEVER it is, FROM MY SIDE I DO NOT LOVE HIM ANYMORE... Maybe, I NEVER LOVED HIM... I LOVED THE DREAM VERSION OF HIM... WHATEVER he does, I DO NOT EXIST anymore...

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS MAN EVER... WHATEVER he really FEELS FOR ME, I DO NOT CARE ABOUT HIM anymore...

He NEVER GIVES UP... WHO CARES? I HAVE GIVEN UP ONE YEAR AGO... IT HAD BEEN ONE YEAR HE STILL NEVER MOVES ON... PLUS, HE DATES WITH MANY BITCHES AND THEN HE ONLY LOVES ME... WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS IT? WHEN I ASK HIM HE SAYS HE DOESN'T KNOW....

I STOPPED MESSAGING HIM AND HE AND ME WILL NEVER COMMUNICATE... HE SLEEPS WITH ME AS WELL... THAT IS OUT OF THE BOUNDARIES... HE SLEEPS WITH NOONE... ONLY ME...

WOW...

WOW...

WOW...

DOES HE THINK THAT I AM DUMB?

I DO NOT CARE IF WE ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP ACCORDING TO HIS CRAZY MIND... I AM THE ONLY GIRL THAT HIS MIND CONTROL GAME NEVER WORKS...

I NEVER ADMIT THAT I AM HIS GF... I AM NEVER HIS FRIEND...

SAME SHIT....

SAME WORDS...

SAME OLD CASSETTE...

NON STOP HE KISSES ME... HE MIGHT BE A REALLY GOOD KISSER, BUT I WON'T RETURN BACK TO HIM ANYMORE....

WHATEVER IT IS, FROM MY SIDE IT IS JUST A BLANK MEMORY...

HE FUCKED MY EMOTIONS IN LONDON....

THAT LONDON ADVENTURE IS OVER...

IF HE LOVED ME, HE WOULD CHOOSE ME AND WOULD BE WITH ME FOREVER...

I WAS NEVER ASKING TO MARRY...

I WISH THAT I COULD BE HIS REAL GF...

HE PUSHED ME AWAY...

I NEVER ASKED A RING...

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HIS PSYCHO LOVE....

MAYBE HE REALLY LOVES ME IN HIS OWN WAY...

I ACCEPT NOTHING, BUT I REALLY WANTED TO BE WITH HIM...

I NEVER ASKED HIM TO SLEEP WITH EACH OTHER...

I HAVE JUST ASKED TO BE HIS GF...

WHATEVER IT IS....

FROM MY SIDE, I LOOK FOR A REAL BF...

OF COURSE, I FIND NOONE...

IT TAKES ME MANY YEARS TO BE OPENED UP FOR SOMEONE...

I HOPE I END UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE....

FROM MY SIDE, WHATEVER IT WAS, I GOT CRAZY TOO MUCH IN LONDON AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM EVER...

HE MADE ME CRAZY....

AS FAR AS I SENSE, IT IS HIS TIME TO GET CRAZY...

I NEVER WANT HIM TO DIE IN AN ACCIDENT, BUT I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO HIM EVER...

HE CAN SLEEP NEAR ME, TALK WITH ME WHILE I AM SLEEPING AND HE CAN KEEP KISSING ME... IF THAT IS WHAT HE LIKES TO DO, HE CAN KEEP IT UP... HOWEVER, I DO NOT LOVE HIM... I REALLY GOT CRAZY OR NO, HE WILL NEVER KNOW THE TRUTH...

I TOLD HIM MANY MANY TIMES TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND HE NEVER LEFT ME ALONE...

FINALLY, WE HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO EACH OTHER...

HE SLEEPS WITH ME TOO... WHATEVER HE DOES, HE LOVES ME SO MUCH BUT HE DOES NOT CHOOSE TO BE WITH ME....

MAYBE IT WOULD NEVER WORK OUT AS HE IS SCARED....

IF THAT IS WHAT HE THINKS, PROBABLY IT IS TRUE...

I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT LOVE AS HE SAYS...

HE KNOWS HOW TO LOVE VERY WELL...

I WILL DISAPPEAR FROM THIS BLOG TOO...

I JUST CONSUME MY TIME AND KEEP WRITING...

ONE DAY, I WILL DISAPPEAR...

I GUESS HE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT HE HAS LOST ME... AS EX NEVER UNDERSTANDS, HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS...

EX IS KISSING ME A LOT ON ASTRAL, TOO... HE KISSES ME SO MUCH... WELL, THESE ARE USELESS MEN, THEY CAN NEVER KISS ME IN REAL LIFE...

IF I KISS THEM, THEY KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE THEIR LIPS FOREVER...

OF COURSE, I AM CHARMING AND SOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE....

LOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

O

V

E

R

W

H

Y

DO

YOU

CHECK

ME

OUT?

STOP, AND GO TO YOUR BOJANA OR ANA... OR AUTUMN OR BRENDA OR WHOMEVER YOU FIND...

I AM ALONE AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT THAT...

HE SLEEPS WITH ME ALL NIGHT... NOONE CAN HANDLE SUCH A THING...

HE TALKS BULLSHIT AND I KNOW HE IS HIGH WHEN HE TALKS THESE SHITS... I USED TO CARE A LOT BEFORE, NOT ANYMORE....

HE CAN BE HIGH ALL THE TIME BECAUSE I DO NOT BELONG TO HIS WORLD...

I NEVER WANTED ANYTHING TOO MUCH FROM HIM...

AFTER 4 YEARS OF COMMUNICATION, HE CAN FIND WHOMEVER HE WANTS TO FIND TO TALK AND MAYBE HE CAN REALLY BE HER BOYFRIEND...

MAYBE HE WILL FIND HIS EQUAL...

LEAVE

THE

EDUCATED NUTTY GIRL

ALONE....

PS: HE MADE ME SOOOOOOOOOO CRAZY AND THIS TIME HE SAID DO NOT TALK TO ME... HE DECIDES EVERYTHING ON HIS OWN... AND HE THINKS THAT I AM HIS WIFE... I AM NOT EVEN A FRIEND...

WE COULD BE FRIENDS... NEVERMIND...

I DESERVE SOMEONE MUCH BETTER...

I SWEAR I ALWAYS CARED.... ALWAYS...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

ASTRAL FUCK

Astral fuck can be very very EROTIC... Last night, I HAD LOST THE CONTROL... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....ON ASTRAL, I DIRECTLY FLEW TO FUCKING SHITY A-M-E-R-I-C-A... IT WAS A VERY QUICK JOURNEY BECAUSE I'M PERFECT ON ASTRAL TRAVELLING... LOOOOOOOOOOL... I CAN BE VERY COCKY... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL AND ROFL...

To sum up babessssssss, I WENT NEAR MY EX BF... He was sleeping on his bed... Techinally, I dıd this astral for MORNING time of mine due to the fact that I NEVER SLEEP AT NIGHT TIMES... LOOOOOL... He was wearing pyjamas... POOR BABY BOY.... HE NEVER SLEEPS NAKED... LOOOOOOOOL... POOR MUSLIM BABEEEEEEEEEE.... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL...

While he was sleeping, I KISSED HIS CUTE LIPSSSSSS.... I FELT SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL... I SWEAR I LOVE THIS BABY LITTLE EX SO MUCH... THEN I KISSED AGAIN, I COULD NOT STOP IT... HE WOKE UP AND GOT SO SCAREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THAT HOW I AM WITH HIM... LOOOOOOOOL... I SAID PLEASE I WANT TO LAY DOWN, HE REJECTED... LOOOOOOOOOL... I FORCED HIM TO SLEEP TOGETHER... I SAID WE WILL JUST SLEEP TOGETHER... GUESS WHAT? I SEDUCED HIM TOO BAD AND I STARTED TO KISS HIM AND I KISSED HIM MORE AND MORE THEN I WAS ON TOP OF HIM... THAT IS ALL I REMEMBER...

I GUESS ANOTHER ONE HAS NO CHANCE WITH ME...

HE THINKS THAT I WAS REALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM...

I LOVE MY EX...

I NEVER MOVE TO THE NEXT...

ANOTHERONE IS NOT MY CONCERN BECAUSE HE HAS LOST ME FOREVER...

AT LEAST, I HAVE MY CUTE EX BABY BOY TO HAVE A GOOD FUCK ON ASTRAL...

I FEEL HAPPY TO KISS HIM MUCHHHHHHHHHHH....

LIPS TO LIPSSSSSSSSSSSSS....

LOOOOOOOOOOOL....

TO BE CONTINUED WITH NEW ADVENTURES...

WHAT IF NEXT TIME I TIE MY EX UP ON BED? 

LOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

HAVE FUN FUCKERS....

NON VIRGIN GIRL WILL BE BACKKKKKKKKKKK....

XOXOXXXXXXXXXXXXX TO AMERICA....

I MIGHT REALLY MOVE TO OHIOOOOOOOOOOOOO IN THE FUTURE... NOT BAD... :)

LOOOOOOL...

Telepathic connection

Telepathic connection is like LICKING SOMEONE'S ASS... IT IS A VERY SHITY THING AND IT IS AS NASTY AS MEN'S DICK!!! LOOOOOOOOOOL!!! I had never been telepathic... Then, I became a telepathic person... Even with my mother, I'm quite telepathic and I have the ability to read people's minds, BUT I DO NOT LOVE IT... FUCK THIS GIFT... HOWEVER, I CHANNELED WITH MY EX... It is very very hard to channel with him... Thus, I used another connection to CHANNEL with HIM BECAUSE HE IS FUCKING GOOD ABOUT IT... 

I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT IT IS TRUE, BUT I AM VERY VERY VERY CONFUSED... MY EX TOLD ME THAT HE WANTS ME... IF HE WANTS ME, WHY HE DOES NOT RETURN BACK? OTHER DAY HE WAS TELLING ME I DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH YOU...

WELL, I CHANNELED WITH A DEAD SPIRIT... SHE TOLD ME THAT ANOTHER MAN LOVES ME AND THERE IS ONE SMALL CHANCE WITH HIM... WELL, IT IS MORE CONFUSING...

I CHANNELED WITH MY EX AGAIN AND ALL I HEAR IS HE LOVES ME AS HE USED TO LOVE ME SINCE FIRST TIME... WELL-DONE, HE CAN KEEP LOVING ME... I DO NOT WANT HIM BACK ANYMORE... AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN...

ON ASTRAL, HE KISSED ME SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH... I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON, BUT THIS TIME I DO NOT MESS UP WITH ENERGIES... I GUESS, UNIVERSE IS GIVING ME A SECOND CHANCE, BUT I AM CONFUSED TOO MUCH... I CONSTANTLY THINK OF ANOTHER GUY, TOO... LET US CHECK WHAT DOES HE FEEL FOR ME, TOO... YEAH, THAT IS THE BRAZILIAN ONE... LOOOOOOOOOOL....

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON... WHY THEY NEVER FORGET ME EVERRRRRRRRRRRRR?

OHHHHH, WHEN IT COMES TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME, THEY NEVER TAKE IT TO THE OTHER LEVEL...

RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN BOYSSSSSSSSS...

BYE FOREVER...

I WANT HIM SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, BUT EX IS EX.... MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TO THE NEXTTTTTTTTTT....

ANOTHER MAN LOVES ME... I DO NOT LOVE THAT MAN... IT IS OVER.... I GET CONFUSED...

MMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

I GUESS I JUST LOVE ONLY LONELINESS...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCKERS....

YOU ARE ALLLLLLLLL FUCKING A PIECE OF SHIT...

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL...

TELEPATHY IS REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, BUT I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR MY EX LOVES ME OR WANTS ME...

HE ISSSSSSSSSSSSS AN OLD STORY...

I WANT A NEW STORY...

BRAND NEWWWWWWWWWWW...:)

BYEEEEEEEEEE

F

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E

X

:)

TO BE NOT CONTINUED....


LOOOOOOOOL....

HE DID NOT LIKE TELEPATHIC COMMUNICATION ISSUE... LOOOOOOOOOOL....

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

POOR BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IS JEALOUS...

INSANE GIRL MOVES ON....

BYEEEEEEEEE BABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

:)

REVENGE

REVENGE IS A SICK OBSESSION THAT GROWS IN ME...No matter what wıll be the PRICE, I WILL GET MY REVENGE... HONESTLY, I USED TO CARE A LOT BUT I DO NOT CARE ANYMORE... I WANT TO HEAR ON NEWS THAT THE BOLLYWOOD ACTOR HAS DIED... I JUST WANT TO HEAR HIS DEATH... I CURSE HIM TO HAVE A MOTOCYCLE ACCIDENT AND DIE... I GOT SO IMPRESSED BY THE MOVIE DOCTOR STRANGE... LOOOOOOOOOOOL AND LOOOOOOL... AS HE HAD A CRUSH, I WANT HIM TO HAVE A CRUSH BUT I DO NOT WANT HIM TO SURVIVE... WELL, IT DEPENDS ON MY DEMONS... THEY DO NOT WANT HIM TO BE ALIVE...

I CHECKED THE SOURCE OF MY EMAIL ABOUT THE JOB THAT I APPLIED LONG AGO... IT HAD BEEN SENT FROM IPHONE AND THE BRAND IS APPLE... APPARENTLY, ON SUNDAY IT IS THE NIGHT TIME FOR CHINA... COME ON, HE STILL WANTS TO TALK TO ME AFTER ALL THINGS HAD HAPPENED BETWEEN US... THIS MAN IS NOT WANTED AND HE STILL FINDS A WAY TO TALK TO ME... TO BE KIND I JUST HAVE RESPONDED BACK AND WHILE I WAS APPLYING I KNEW THAT IT WAS HIM TOO... I AM RELOCATING NOWHERE AND FUCK HIS ATLANTA COMPANY AND CHINA COMPANIES... LOOK, I WILL CURSE YOU TO HAVE AN ACCIDENT AND DIE...

NO MERCY...

NO MERCY...

NO FORGIVENESS...

NO FORGIVENESS...

WHY DOES HE WANT ME BACK? WHY? HE NEVER HAS CHOSEN ME, HE NEVER HAD TO CHOOSE ME... FAIR ENOUGH... HOWEVER, HE NEVER GIVES UP AND I JUST WILL CURSE HIM....

I DO NOT LOVE HIM AND IF HE LOVES ME OR PLAYS, I DO NOT CARE....

OH, HE COMES HERE A LOT AND HE READS ALL THESE SHITS AND HE STILL THINKS THAT I LOVE HIM? HE MUST BE VERY DELUSIONAL...

WHEN I LOVE, I LOVE SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH... ONCE HE TOLD ME THAT WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT LOVE? HE IS THE ONE WHOM KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT LOVE AND I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT LOVE...

LOVE DOES NOT MEAN TO SLEEP WITH SOMEONE AND HAVING SEX... IF THAT HAPPENS, IT IS GOOD... IF IT DOES NOT HAPPEN, YOU CAN STILL LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH BY JUST HOLDING THE PERSON AND KISSING AND PLAYING WITH EACH OTHER... WELL, THAT IS ENOUGH....

I DO NOT CARE ANYMORE...

WHEN IT COMES TO OTHERS, THEY SAY THEY ARE KEANU'S GIRLFRIEND... WHEN IT COMES TO ME I NEVER SAY SUCH A THING... I AM A MUPPET AND I WAS A FUNNY MUPPET AND I WAS NEVER HIS GIRLFRIEND NOR A FRIEND...

I WILL THROW THE CHEAP HATS HE SENT TO ME, AS WELL...

HE CAN HOLD THE PRESENTS I SENT TO HIM AND SLEEP WITH THEM FOR DAYS AND NIGHTS... THEY DO NOT FIT ON SUCH A HUGE MAN...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

OH, WHO HIRES PEOPLE ON SUNDAYS? LOOOOOL....

GO TO CHINA REEVES AND FIND SOME PEACE THERE...

DO NOT COME TO ME LIKE A DOG...

IF WE COULD BE FRIENDS, I WOULD REALLY HUG YOU A LOT... HOWEVER, YOU HAD NEVER BECAME MY FRIEND....

I DO NOT CARE....

THE END!!!!

IF YOU WANT TO CURSE ME, CURSE BACK...

I HAVE NODULES... :))))

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

THE BLOG WILL CONTINUE WITH HARDCORE TONIGHT! UNLESS I DO NOT FALL ASLEEP... 

BU BYE...

:)

FOR KEANU ASSHOLE:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-FojZbpcXA

PLEASE PLEASE FIND ANOTHER MUPPET...

:)

tribute the AMERICAN WHORE ANA DE ARMAS

I HATE THIS ANA DE ARMAS BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... I constantly check out this bitch's instagram photos and curse her... LOL.... I DO NOT KNOW WHOM IS TAKING ADVANTAGE OF MY CURSINGS HER, BUT TO BE HONEST WE EXCHANGE ALL THE EVIL ENERGIES... I DO HIM A FAVOUR... :)

FUCKING WHORE ANA DE ARMAS, YOU HAVE A STALKER DEAR... THE PERVERT STALKS YOU AND SENDS YOU BAD ENERGY TOO... DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO IS DOING THAT TO YOU? HE IS KEANU CHARLES REEVES... COME ON, HAVEN'T YOU GUYS HANGED OUT BEFORE? LOOOOOOOOOOOOL.... SO WHORE ANA, YOU ARE BEING MANIPULATED BY A CUNNING MAN... AS I AM HIS MAD CREATION, YOU ARE DOUBLE MANIPULATED... YOU ARE BEING MANIPULATED BY ME AS WELL...

LOOK WHOREEEEEEEEEEEE ANA, I DO NOT CARE WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID WITH THIS PERVERT KEANU, BUT I REALLY HATE YOU SO MUCH... I HATE HIM TOO... HOWEVER, I NEED TO CURSE YOU... I LOOK AT PERKY BREASTS DEAR WHORE ANA AND THEN I TAKE MY BOTH HANDS AND I PRESS THEM ON SCREEN ON YOUR PHOTO AND THEN I CURSE YOU TO GET A BREAST CANCER... LOOOOOOOL...

AS FOR REEVES, HE LIKES IT... HE IS CRAZY AND HE CURSES YOU AS WELL... I DO NOT CARE ABOUT REEVES' ACTIONS BECAUSE I JUST AM SO OBSESSED WITH ALL BOLLYWOOD WORLD AND I CURSE ALL AMERICAN CUNTS AND BASTARDS AS REEVES... I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR HEALTH FUCKING WHORE ANA... 

LASTLY, I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH BOJANA FUCKOVIC... LOOOOOOOOOL... SHE IS IN MY CURSING LIST TOO... OMG, OMG, OMG, I HAVE A MASTER DEGREE FUCKING WHOREEEEEEEEEEEEEE ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD I JUST LOVE TO SEND BAD ENERGIES AND BELIEVE ME IF YOU COME TO ISTANBUL I CAN GIVE YOU A GOOD FUCK FROM YOUR BUTTHOLE... DO YOU WANT TO BE FINGERED BY ME FOR HOURS? LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL...

IT WILL CONTINUE TOO...

SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK MINDED GIRL IS CRAZY AS HELL...

ANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL...

TRAUMAS NEVER MAKE US LEARN AND EVOLVE...

MWAH TO YOUR DRY BREASTS... THEY GOT TOO DRIED DUE TO YOUR EXPIRING DATE... LOOOOOOOOOOL...:)

SOOOOOOOOO, IF YOU WANT TO REACH AT ME AND LEARN MORE ABOUT PSYCHIC STUFF, JUST SEND ME AN EMAIL WHOREEEEEEEEE... I CAN EDUCATE YOU VERY WELL AND IN RETURN I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU FULLY NAKED ON CAMERAAAAAAAAA.... I DO NOT LOOK FOR MONEY... I LOOK FOR PLEASURE... I AM A GOOD LESBIAN GIRL... PEOPLE THINK THAT I AM IN  LOVE WITH THEM... FUCKERSSSSSSSSSS. THEY RE DUMB... LOOOOOOOOOL...

MWAH ANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CUNT...

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL...

TO BE OR NOT TO BE?

MIND FUCK

How come I can connect with a very very reserved MUSLIM boy? I do not know how I CAN DO IT, but I do rape hıs mind... LOOOOOOOL... He says that he can't return back to me but he loves me much... Honestly, HE IS AN ASSHOLE... HE SHOULD MASTURBATE TILL HE PASSES AWAY... HE IS STILL POORLY VIRGIN... On the contrary, I HAVE LOST MY VIRGINITY ın EUROPE... LOOOOOL... WHO KNOWS IT? Noone KNOWS... He says that he can't HANDLE ME... I GUESS ALL ARE THE SAME AND THEY GET CRAZY WITH ME AND MY ACTS AND THEY CAN'T HANDLE ME... I CAN'T HANDLE MYSELF, TOO...

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

He loves me MUCH... I DO NOT LOVE HIM, I JUST WANT HIM RETURN BACK TO ME TO TAKE A REVENGE... HE ASKS ME CONSTANTLY CAN YOU LOVE ME FOREVER? THIS IS ANOTHER INSECURE FUCKING MAN AS ALL OTHERS... THIS IS MY EX... HE IS SOOOOOOOO INSECURE... I DO NOT CARE... I AM THE MAN, HE IS MY GF... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL....

OK, WHATEVER WORKS BETWEEN US FROM NOW ON... HE SAYS THAT WHAT I AM DOING TO HIM? TO BE HONEST, I JUST USE MY OWN POWER NOW AND I CHANNEL WITH HIM BY MYSELF... WELLLLLLLLLLLL, I AM EXTREMELY TIRED OF THESE INSECURE GUYS... THEY ALL THINK THAT I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM, BUT I JUST PLAY GAMES AND THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS JUST A GAME FOR ME TO ACT LIKE A PERSON WHO SEEMS MADLY IN LOVE.... KISS MY BUTTTTTTTTTTTT FUCKERS, I DO NOT LOVE ANY OF YOU....

I TELL THIS MUSLIM BABE THAT I LOVE HIM MUCH, HE GETS ANNOYED AND HE SAYS PLEASE DO NOT LOVE ME... ROFLLLLLLLLLLLL.... I DO NOT KNOW HOW I DO IT,BUT I DO NOT LOVE HIM. HE IS A GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD BOY TO SETTLE DOWN FOR A LESBIAN GIRL AS ME... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....

AT THE END OF THE MIND FUCKING, I AM VERY VERY SURE THAT HE LOVES ME AFTER MORE THAN TEN YEARS LATER... WHO CARES? I AM JUST A FREE SOUL.... HE THINKS THAT I AM STILL VIRGIN... HE IS SO DUMB...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

I GOT SO OBSESSED WITH AN AMERICAN ACTRESS AS WELL.... I WILL FUCK HER MIND... THE OTHER NIGHT I WAS FUCKING ANOTHER'S MIND... I GUESS THIS IS A GOOD TRICK TO BE A PROFESSIONAL MAGICIAN....

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX FUCKER....


COMEEEEEEEEEE AND KISS MY VAGINA... :))))

Psychic Vampire I

I have been a genuine psychic vampire for sharp 10 years.... I discovered it this year that I SUCK INTO MANY ENERGIES.... I AM ADDICTED TO BEAUTIFUL GIRLS... I AM SO ADDICTED TO THEIR SEXUAL ENERGY.... ON ASTRAL, I have had many sexual intimacies with HOLLYWOOD FEMALE STARS... I rarely have got laid with Hollywood MALE stars...

Why am i TELLING THIS? IT IS VERY WEIRD BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T LIKE MEN... I DO NOT LIKE THEM TO KISS ME AND TOUCH ME... I HAVE ISSUES WITH MEN.... MY EX USED TO KISS ME BUT I WAS A CONTROL FREAK AND I USED TO STOP HIS KISSING ME MANY TIMES... I WAS DOMINANT ON HIM.... I USED TO LIKE TO BE DOMINANT AND CONTROL HIS KISSING AND TOUCHES...

HE USED TO TOUCH ME MUCH, BUT I USED TO HAVE THE CONTROL... ONLY ONCE, HE GOT SO DOMINANT AND GOT INTO MY BODY TOO MUCH THAT I COULD NOT RESIST... THAT DAY I WAS VERY VERY IN LOVE, I SUPPOSE I WAS IN LOVE SO MUCH... SO, HE NON STOP KISSED ME ON MY LIPS AND TOUCHED ME... HE NEVER STOPPED LIKE FOR A LONG TIME AND WE WERE VERY VERY HAPPY....

FUCK THIS EX TO BE HONEST.... I DON'T WANNA ANY MEN EVER... NOW, I AM INTO GIRLS AND I LOOK AT THEIR LEGS SO MUCH AND THEIR ASSES.... I WANT TO REALLY HAVE A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A FEMALE, BUT THERE IS A CRAZY MAN PURSUES ME FOR YEARS... I TOLD HIM MANY TIMES I AM  A LESBIAN... HE NEVER GIVES UP ON ME.... I AM A PSYCHIC VAMPIRE AND I LIKE HIS ENERGY TO BE AROUND WITH ME.... I AM FINE ABOUT IT... AS LONG AS IT DOES NOT TURN OUT SOMETHING SEXUAL, IT IS GOOD... HOWEVER, THIS CRAZY MAN GOT TOO CRAZY AND IT LOOKS LIKE WE ARE LIKE BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND AND HE NON STOP KISSES ME... I DON'T KISS HIM, HE STILL KISSES ME... AND THIS IS ALL HAPPENING FROM LONG DISTANCE.... YES, THE MAN IS GOOD.... I AM GOOD TOO... I GUESS I AM A WELL TRAINED VAMPIRE OF HIM... HOWEVER, THIS IS BORING... I WANNA SOMEONE TO KISS REAL AND PLAY WITH EACH OTHER REAL... I WONDER WHY HE DOES NOT LET ME GO... I AM SO BORED....

THIS MAN IS NON STOP DOING WEIRD SHITS TOO... I AM BORED.... HE SAYS HE IS MY HUSBAND I AM HIS WIFE.... I AM BORED... HE IS A CONTROL FREAK AND I AM A CONTROL FREAK AND WE BOTH WANNA DOMINATE EACH OTHER AND IT TURNS OUT NOTHING EXCEPT A BORING ROMANCE GAME....

WHY DOES HE DO THESE SHITS TO ME? HE NEVER LOVES ME... I WONDER HOW FUN IS IT FOR HIM? I GET BORED.... IT WAS NICE BEFORE, HE GOT OUT OF CONTROL... I GOT OUT OF CONTROL TOO... APPARENTLY, REALLY WE ARE BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND... CAN ANYONE BELIEVE THAT A LESBO GIRL AND A PLAYER MAN LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH? SOMEONE HAS TO TELL ME THE TRUTH....

IT IS TOO COMPLICATED.... I CAN'T HANDLE THIS MAN... HE IS VERYYYYYYYYYYYY VERYYYYYYYY CRAZY... HE DOESN'T STOP SLEEPING NEAR ME, TOO... HE SAYSSSSSSSSSSS I AM WITH YOU... PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE LET ME STAY WITH YOU.... WELL, I GUESS IT IS NOT A GAME... SUPPOSE THAT IT IS NOT A GAME, BUT WE WON'T BE TOGETHER... I RECOMMEND THIS MAN TO GET A REAL GIRLFRIEND AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE HIS MUPPET GIRL ANYMORE.... HE SAYS HE GOES NOWHERE... I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HE DOES TO ME WHEN I SLEEP, BUT I AM NOT SCARED... I HAD A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE BEFORE SO I CAN HANDLE HIM... HOWEVER, HE GETS TOO CRAZY....

HE SAYS HE LOVES ME NON STOP.... I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDD TO HEAR THIS....

I AM A FREE SPIRIT, I GUESS THIS IS THE PROBLEM... IT NEVER WORKS TOGETHER WITH THIS GUY, IT GOES NOWHERE... WE FIGHT AND FIGHT AND FIGHT... I AM BORED.... HE DOES NOT LET ME SLEEP.... HE DOES NOT LET ME DO ANYTHING.... I WONDER IF IT IS A GAME OR REALLY LOVE?

MAYBE I LOVE THIS CRAZY MAN SOOOOOO BAD... I AM SO UNSUREEEEEE OF MY OWN FEELINGS... THE MANNNNNNNNNNNNNN LITERALLY FUCKED MY BRAIN... MY BRAIN HAS BEEN FUCKED UP LONG AGO... HE FUCKED IT MORE... GOOD LUCK.....

I AM NOT HIS CHILD... HE CALLS ME CHILD... HE SAYS HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME FOREVER.... WE ARE WIFE AND HUSBAND.... IT IS VERY BORING...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE

GIVE PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEE OFF TIME....

PEOPLE NEED SOMETIME FOR THEMSELVES....

HE DOES A LOT OF SHITS, HE DOES NOT STOP.. HE IS A BOY WANTS ME SO BAD... I AM SOOOOOOO BORED.... THIS WAY HE WANTS TO BE SURE HOW MUCH I WANNA HIM OR NO....

I AM BOREDDDDDDDDDD.....

GET A LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I 

BROKE

UP

WITH

YOU

AGAIN....

ALL THE BEST.... STOPPPPPPPPPP YOUR SHITS...

TO BE FUCKING CONTINUED....

CAN I TELL MORE?

I WILL... ;)

MWAHHHHHHHHHHHH... ;) 

LOOOOOOOOOL....

MIND FUCK 2

It's fun to play with someone's thoughts and emotions... IF YOU ARE BOTH ACTING ON IT, IT GIVES MORE PLEASURE...;) YOU KNOW IT IS A GAME, SO YOU KEEP IT UP... you become an addict... every night you both fuck each other's mind... a bit flirting can be enjoyable... it can go on for months... it is an innocent game... no one hurts another... there is no INTIMACY OR RELATIONSHIP OR EVEN DATING... YES BABES, THAT IS THE PERFECT ORGASM IN WHICH WE CAN FEEL HAPPY...

What if mind fuck turn into LOVE? That is the risky effect of the game... YOU BECOME BOTH ADDICTED TO HEAR AND PLAY EACH OTHER'S THOUGHTS... IF ONE STOPS, OTHER FINDS A WAY TO LEAK IN... SOOOOOOO, it turns into romance... One day, you find yourself in a weird situation... CAN TWO MIND FUCKERS BECOME LOVERS? Suddenly, it turns out into a STRONG LOVE... I would like to keep things private in this matter... I AM SORRY...

Can two MIND FUCKERS REALLY HAVE A DISTANT INTIMACY AND CAN REALLY FEEL EACH OTHER'S LOVE AND FEELINGS? IF THIS IS THE CASE, THEY WILL KEEP IT TILL THEY BOTH GET BORED OF IT... THE SOONER, THE BETTER....

IT FEELS LIKE A SHIT TO HAVE SOME ROMANTIC INTIMACY WITH YOUR MIND FUCKER... DIDN'T YOU BOTH USED TO FUCK EACH OTHER MIND'S BEFORE? THEN, HOW COME CAN YOU BOTH NOW HAVE AN INTIMACY IN WHICH YOU BOTH ARE FUCKING IN LOVE... YOU BOTH MUST ACT ON IT, TOO....

IF THEY FAKE IT, WHY DO THEY BOTH SEEM SO SAD? I CAN'T SHARE DETAILS, BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS I HAD PLAYED WITH MANY PEOPLE ON ASTRAL FOR FUN, AND I HAD MANY AFFAIRS... I NEVER CAN HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH ANYONE REAL... APPARENTLY, I HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH MY MIND FUCKER... HE CAN'T HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH ANY OTHER PERSON, TOO... HE HAS AN INTIMACY WITH ME AND IT IS NOT HAPPENING ON ASTRAL... I DO NOT KNOW WHAT KIND OF WITCHCRAFT HE DID ON ME, BUT I DID A LOT OF WITCHCRAFT ON HIM TOO... I AM A BIT SCARED BECAUSE IF THIS IS HAPPENING, WHAT IS THE NEXT STAGE? I CAN'T HANDLE THIS PERSON... I CAN'T ALLOW ANYONE TO GET CLOSE TO ME IN REAL LIFE, BUT THIS PERSON IS NOW SO CLOSE TO ME BY MIND TO MIND COMMUNICATION... I HOPE IT IS THE LAST STAGE AND IT WILL END, TOO... IT FEELS LIKE AN AWFUL EXPERIENCE... THE PERSON LOOKS SO SAD, LOOK IT IS NOT MY FAULT TO GROW FEELINGS FOR YOU... IT IS YOUR OWN FAULT NOT TO GIVE UP TO PLAY WITH ME... 

I CAN'T GET CLOSE TO ANYONE... I HOPE IT WILL PASS... IT IS NOT I DO NOT WANT TO GET CLOSE, I CAN'T GET CLOSE DUE TO MY OWN GRIEF... NOW, WHAT'S NEXT? DO NOT EVER TELL ME THAT WE CAN WORK IT OUT...

PRIVACY SUCKS... I WISH I COULD SHARE MORE... MAYBE, NEXT TIME IF I CAN FEEL COMFORTABLE... I AM INTO A REAL SHIT, BUT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A GAME BETWEEN US... IT IS VERY COMPLICATED...

MIND FUCK ENDS UP ON THE ROAD TOWARDS TRUE ROMANCE... I NEED A THERAPY...