I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS MAN EVER... WHATEVER he really FEELS FOR ME, I DO NOT CARE ABOUT HIM anymore...
He NEVER GIVES UP... WHO CARES? I HAVE GIVEN UP ONE YEAR AGO... IT HAD BEEN ONE YEAR HE STILL NEVER MOVES ON... PLUS, HE DATES WITH MANY BITCHES AND THEN HE ONLY LOVES ME... WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS IT? WHEN I ASK HIM HE SAYS HE DOESN'T KNOW....
I STOPPED MESSAGING HIM AND HE AND ME WILL NEVER COMMUNICATE... HE SLEEPS WITH ME AS WELL... THAT IS OUT OF THE BOUNDARIES... HE SLEEPS WITH NOONE... ONLY ME...
WOW...
WOW...
WOW...
DOES HE THINK THAT I AM DUMB?
I DO NOT CARE IF WE ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP ACCORDING TO HIS CRAZY MIND... I AM THE ONLY GIRL THAT HIS MIND CONTROL GAME NEVER WORKS...
I NEVER ADMIT THAT I AM HIS GF... I AM NEVER HIS FRIEND...
SAME SHIT....
SAME WORDS...
SAME OLD CASSETTE...
NON STOP HE KISSES ME... HE MIGHT BE A REALLY GOOD KISSER, BUT I WON'T RETURN BACK TO HIM ANYMORE....
WHATEVER IT IS, FROM MY SIDE IT IS JUST A BLANK MEMORY...
HE FUCKED MY EMOTIONS IN LONDON....
THAT LONDON ADVENTURE IS OVER...
IF HE LOVED ME, HE WOULD CHOOSE ME AND WOULD BE WITH ME FOREVER...
I WAS NEVER ASKING TO MARRY...
I WISH THAT I COULD BE HIS REAL GF...
HE PUSHED ME AWAY...
I NEVER ASKED A RING...
I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HIS PSYCHO LOVE....
MAYBE HE REALLY LOVES ME IN HIS OWN WAY...
I ACCEPT NOTHING, BUT I REALLY WANTED TO BE WITH HIM...
I NEVER ASKED HIM TO SLEEP WITH EACH OTHER...
I HAVE JUST ASKED TO BE HIS GF...
WHATEVER IT IS....
FROM MY SIDE, I LOOK FOR A REAL BF...
OF COURSE, I FIND NOONE...
IT TAKES ME MANY YEARS TO BE OPENED UP FOR SOMEONE...
I HOPE I END UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE....
FROM MY SIDE, WHATEVER IT WAS, I GOT CRAZY TOO MUCH IN LONDON AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM EVER...
HE MADE ME CRAZY....
AS FAR AS I SENSE, IT IS HIS TIME TO GET CRAZY...
I NEVER WANT HIM TO DIE IN AN ACCIDENT, BUT I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO HIM EVER...
HE CAN SLEEP NEAR ME, TALK WITH ME WHILE I AM SLEEPING AND HE CAN KEEP KISSING ME... IF THAT IS WHAT HE LIKES TO DO, HE CAN KEEP IT UP... HOWEVER, I DO NOT LOVE HIM... I REALLY GOT CRAZY OR NO, HE WILL NEVER KNOW THE TRUTH...
I TOLD HIM MANY MANY TIMES TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND HE NEVER LEFT ME ALONE...
FINALLY, WE HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO EACH OTHER...
HE SLEEPS WITH ME TOO... WHATEVER HE DOES, HE LOVES ME SO MUCH BUT HE DOES NOT CHOOSE TO BE WITH ME....
MAYBE IT WOULD NEVER WORK OUT AS HE IS SCARED....
IF THAT IS WHAT HE THINKS, PROBABLY IT IS TRUE...
I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT LOVE AS HE SAYS...
HE KNOWS HOW TO LOVE VERY WELL...
I WILL DISAPPEAR FROM THIS BLOG TOO...
I JUST CONSUME MY TIME AND KEEP WRITING...
ONE DAY, I WILL DISAPPEAR...
I GUESS HE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT HE HAS LOST ME... AS EX NEVER UNDERSTANDS, HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS...
EX IS KISSING ME A LOT ON ASTRAL, TOO... HE KISSES ME SO MUCH... WELL, THESE ARE USELESS MEN, THEY CAN NEVER KISS ME IN REAL LIFE...
IF I KISS THEM, THEY KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE THEIR LIPS FOREVER...
OF COURSE, I AM CHARMING AND SOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE....
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL....
O
V
E
R
W
H
Y
DO
YOU
CHECK
ME
OUT?
STOP, AND GO TO YOUR BOJANA OR ANA... OR AUTUMN OR BRENDA OR WHOMEVER YOU FIND...
I AM ALONE AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT THAT...
HE SLEEPS WITH ME ALL NIGHT... NOONE CAN HANDLE SUCH A THING...
HE TALKS BULLSHIT AND I KNOW HE IS HIGH WHEN HE TALKS THESE SHITS... I USED TO CARE A LOT BEFORE, NOT ANYMORE....
HE CAN BE HIGH ALL THE TIME BECAUSE I DO NOT BELONG TO HIS WORLD...
I NEVER WANTED ANYTHING TOO MUCH FROM HIM...
AFTER 4 YEARS OF COMMUNICATION, HE CAN FIND WHOMEVER HE WANTS TO FIND TO TALK AND MAYBE HE CAN REALLY BE HER BOYFRIEND...
MAYBE HE WILL FIND HIS EQUAL...
LEAVE
THE
EDUCATED NUTTY GIRL
ALONE....
PS: HE MADE ME SOOOOOOOOOO CRAZY AND THIS TIME HE SAID DO NOT TALK TO ME... HE DECIDES EVERYTHING ON HIS OWN... AND HE THINKS THAT I AM HIS WIFE... I AM NOT EVEN A FRIEND...
WE COULD BE FRIENDS... NEVERMIND...
I DESERVE SOMEONE MUCH BETTER...
I SWEAR I ALWAYS CARED.... ALWAYS...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
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