Psychic Vampire I

I have been a genuine psychic vampire for sharp 10 years.... I discovered it this year that I SUCK INTO MANY ENERGIES.... I AM ADDICTED TO BEAUTIFUL GIRLS... I AM SO ADDICTED TO THEIR SEXUAL ENERGY.... ON ASTRAL, I have had many sexual intimacies with HOLLYWOOD FEMALE STARS... I rarely have got laid with Hollywood MALE stars...

Why am i TELLING THIS? IT IS VERY WEIRD BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T LIKE MEN... I DO NOT LIKE THEM TO KISS ME AND TOUCH ME... I HAVE ISSUES WITH MEN.... MY EX USED TO KISS ME BUT I WAS A CONTROL FREAK AND I USED TO STOP HIS KISSING ME MANY TIMES... I WAS DOMINANT ON HIM.... I USED TO LIKE TO BE DOMINANT AND CONTROL HIS KISSING AND TOUCHES...

HE USED TO TOUCH ME MUCH, BUT I USED TO HAVE THE CONTROL... ONLY ONCE, HE GOT SO DOMINANT AND GOT INTO MY BODY TOO MUCH THAT I COULD NOT RESIST... THAT DAY I WAS VERY VERY IN LOVE, I SUPPOSE I WAS IN LOVE SO MUCH... SO, HE NON STOP KISSED ME ON MY LIPS AND TOUCHED ME... HE NEVER STOPPED LIKE FOR A LONG TIME AND WE WERE VERY VERY HAPPY....

FUCK THIS EX TO BE HONEST.... I DON'T WANNA ANY MEN EVER... NOW, I AM INTO GIRLS AND I LOOK AT THEIR LEGS SO MUCH AND THEIR ASSES.... I WANT TO REALLY HAVE A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A FEMALE, BUT THERE IS A CRAZY MAN PURSUES ME FOR YEARS... I TOLD HIM MANY TIMES I AM  A LESBIAN... HE NEVER GIVES UP ON ME.... I AM A PSYCHIC VAMPIRE AND I LIKE HIS ENERGY TO BE AROUND WITH ME.... I AM FINE ABOUT IT... AS LONG AS IT DOES NOT TURN OUT SOMETHING SEXUAL, IT IS GOOD... HOWEVER, THIS CRAZY MAN GOT TOO CRAZY AND IT LOOKS LIKE WE ARE LIKE BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND AND HE NON STOP KISSES ME... I DON'T KISS HIM, HE STILL KISSES ME... AND THIS IS ALL HAPPENING FROM LONG DISTANCE.... YES, THE MAN IS GOOD.... I AM GOOD TOO... I GUESS I AM A WELL TRAINED VAMPIRE OF HIM... HOWEVER, THIS IS BORING... I WANNA SOMEONE TO KISS REAL AND PLAY WITH EACH OTHER REAL... I WONDER WHY HE DOES NOT LET ME GO... I AM SO BORED....

THIS MAN IS NON STOP DOING WEIRD SHITS TOO... I AM BORED.... HE SAYS HE IS MY HUSBAND I AM HIS WIFE.... I AM BORED... HE IS A CONTROL FREAK AND I AM A CONTROL FREAK AND WE BOTH WANNA DOMINATE EACH OTHER AND IT TURNS OUT NOTHING EXCEPT A BORING ROMANCE GAME....

WHY DOES HE DO THESE SHITS TO ME? HE NEVER LOVES ME... I WONDER HOW FUN IS IT FOR HIM? I GET BORED.... IT WAS NICE BEFORE, HE GOT OUT OF CONTROL... I GOT OUT OF CONTROL TOO... APPARENTLY, REALLY WE ARE BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND... CAN ANYONE BELIEVE THAT A LESBO GIRL AND A PLAYER MAN LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH? SOMEONE HAS TO TELL ME THE TRUTH....

IT IS TOO COMPLICATED.... I CAN'T HANDLE THIS MAN... HE IS VERYYYYYYYYYYYY VERYYYYYYYY CRAZY... HE DOESN'T STOP SLEEPING NEAR ME, TOO... HE SAYSSSSSSSSSSS I AM WITH YOU... PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE LET ME STAY WITH YOU.... WELL, I GUESS IT IS NOT A GAME... SUPPOSE THAT IT IS NOT A GAME, BUT WE WON'T BE TOGETHER... I RECOMMEND THIS MAN TO GET A REAL GIRLFRIEND AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE HIS MUPPET GIRL ANYMORE.... HE SAYS HE GOES NOWHERE... I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HE DOES TO ME WHEN I SLEEP, BUT I AM NOT SCARED... I HAD A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE BEFORE SO I CAN HANDLE HIM... HOWEVER, HE GETS TOO CRAZY....

HE SAYS HE LOVES ME NON STOP.... I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDD TO HEAR THIS....

I AM A FREE SPIRIT, I GUESS THIS IS THE PROBLEM... IT NEVER WORKS TOGETHER WITH THIS GUY, IT GOES NOWHERE... WE FIGHT AND FIGHT AND FIGHT... I AM BORED.... HE DOES NOT LET ME SLEEP.... HE DOES NOT LET ME DO ANYTHING.... I WONDER IF IT IS A GAME OR REALLY LOVE?

MAYBE I LOVE THIS CRAZY MAN SOOOOOO BAD... I AM SO UNSUREEEEEE OF MY OWN FEELINGS... THE MANNNNNNNNNNNNNN LITERALLY FUCKED MY BRAIN... MY BRAIN HAS BEEN FUCKED UP LONG AGO... HE FUCKED IT MORE... GOOD LUCK.....

I AM NOT HIS CHILD... HE CALLS ME CHILD... HE SAYS HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME FOREVER.... WE ARE WIFE AND HUSBAND.... IT IS VERY BORING...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE

GIVE PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEE OFF TIME....

PEOPLE NEED SOMETIME FOR THEMSELVES....

HE DOES A LOT OF SHITS, HE DOES NOT STOP.. HE IS A BOY WANTS ME SO BAD... I AM SOOOOOOO BORED.... THIS WAY HE WANTS TO BE SURE HOW MUCH I WANNA HIM OR NO....

I AM BOREDDDDDDDDDD.....

GET A LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I 

BROKE

UP

WITH

YOU

AGAIN....

ALL THE BEST.... STOPPPPPPPPPP YOUR SHITS...

TO BE FUCKING CONTINUED....

CAN I TELL MORE?

I WILL... ;)

MWAHHHHHHHHHHHH... ;) 

LOOOOOOOOOL....

MIND FUCK 2

It's fun to play with someone's thoughts and emotions... IF YOU ARE BOTH ACTING ON IT, IT GIVES MORE PLEASURE...;) YOU KNOW IT IS A GAME, SO YOU KEEP IT UP... you become an addict... every night you both fuck each other's mind... a bit flirting can be enjoyable... it can go on for months... it is an innocent game... no one hurts another... there is no INTIMACY OR RELATIONSHIP OR EVEN DATING... YES BABES, THAT IS THE PERFECT ORGASM IN WHICH WE CAN FEEL HAPPY...

What if mind fuck turn into LOVE? That is the risky effect of the game... YOU BECOME BOTH ADDICTED TO HEAR AND PLAY EACH OTHER'S THOUGHTS... IF ONE STOPS, OTHER FINDS A WAY TO LEAK IN... SOOOOOOO, it turns into romance... One day, you find yourself in a weird situation... CAN TWO MIND FUCKERS BECOME LOVERS? Suddenly, it turns out into a STRONG LOVE... I would like to keep things private in this matter... I AM SORRY...

Can two MIND FUCKERS REALLY HAVE A DISTANT INTIMACY AND CAN REALLY FEEL EACH OTHER'S LOVE AND FEELINGS? IF THIS IS THE CASE, THEY WILL KEEP IT TILL THEY BOTH GET BORED OF IT... THE SOONER, THE BETTER....

IT FEELS LIKE A SHIT TO HAVE SOME ROMANTIC INTIMACY WITH YOUR MIND FUCKER... DIDN'T YOU BOTH USED TO FUCK EACH OTHER MIND'S BEFORE? THEN, HOW COME CAN YOU BOTH NOW HAVE AN INTIMACY IN WHICH YOU BOTH ARE FUCKING IN LOVE... YOU BOTH MUST ACT ON IT, TOO....

IF THEY FAKE IT, WHY DO THEY BOTH SEEM SO SAD? I CAN'T SHARE DETAILS, BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS I HAD PLAYED WITH MANY PEOPLE ON ASTRAL FOR FUN, AND I HAD MANY AFFAIRS... I NEVER CAN HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH ANYONE REAL... APPARENTLY, I HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH MY MIND FUCKER... HE CAN'T HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH ANY OTHER PERSON, TOO... HE HAS AN INTIMACY WITH ME AND IT IS NOT HAPPENING ON ASTRAL... I DO NOT KNOW WHAT KIND OF WITCHCRAFT HE DID ON ME, BUT I DID A LOT OF WITCHCRAFT ON HIM TOO... I AM A BIT SCARED BECAUSE IF THIS IS HAPPENING, WHAT IS THE NEXT STAGE? I CAN'T HANDLE THIS PERSON... I CAN'T ALLOW ANYONE TO GET CLOSE TO ME IN REAL LIFE, BUT THIS PERSON IS NOW SO CLOSE TO ME BY MIND TO MIND COMMUNICATION... I HOPE IT IS THE LAST STAGE AND IT WILL END, TOO... IT FEELS LIKE AN AWFUL EXPERIENCE... THE PERSON LOOKS SO SAD, LOOK IT IS NOT MY FAULT TO GROW FEELINGS FOR YOU... IT IS YOUR OWN FAULT NOT TO GIVE UP TO PLAY WITH ME... 

I CAN'T GET CLOSE TO ANYONE... I HOPE IT WILL PASS... IT IS NOT I DO NOT WANT TO GET CLOSE, I CAN'T GET CLOSE DUE TO MY OWN GRIEF... NOW, WHAT'S NEXT? DO NOT EVER TELL ME THAT WE CAN WORK IT OUT...

PRIVACY SUCKS... I WISH I COULD SHARE MORE... MAYBE, NEXT TIME IF I CAN FEEL COMFORTABLE... I AM INTO A REAL SHIT, BUT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A GAME BETWEEN US... IT IS VERY COMPLICATED...

MIND FUCK ENDS UP ON THE ROAD TOWARDS TRUE ROMANCE... I NEED A THERAPY...