MIND FUCK 2

It's fun to play with someone's thoughts and emotions... IF YOU ARE BOTH ACTING ON IT, IT GIVES MORE PLEASURE...;) YOU KNOW IT IS A GAME, SO YOU KEEP IT UP... you become an addict... every night you both fuck each other's mind... a bit flirting can be enjoyable... it can go on for months... it is an innocent game... no one hurts another... there is no INTIMACY OR RELATIONSHIP OR EVEN DATING... YES BABES, THAT IS THE PERFECT ORGASM IN WHICH WE CAN FEEL HAPPY...

What if mind fuck turn into LOVE? That is the risky effect of the game... YOU BECOME BOTH ADDICTED TO HEAR AND PLAY EACH OTHER'S THOUGHTS... IF ONE STOPS, OTHER FINDS A WAY TO LEAK IN... SOOOOOOO, it turns into romance... One day, you find yourself in a weird situation... CAN TWO MIND FUCKERS BECOME LOVERS? Suddenly, it turns out into a STRONG LOVE... I would like to keep things private in this matter... I AM SORRY...

Can two MIND FUCKERS REALLY HAVE A DISTANT INTIMACY AND CAN REALLY FEEL EACH OTHER'S LOVE AND FEELINGS? IF THIS IS THE CASE, THEY WILL KEEP IT TILL THEY BOTH GET BORED OF IT... THE SOONER, THE BETTER....

IT FEELS LIKE A SHIT TO HAVE SOME ROMANTIC INTIMACY WITH YOUR MIND FUCKER... DIDN'T YOU BOTH USED TO FUCK EACH OTHER MIND'S BEFORE? THEN, HOW COME CAN YOU BOTH NOW HAVE AN INTIMACY IN WHICH YOU BOTH ARE FUCKING IN LOVE... YOU BOTH MUST ACT ON IT, TOO....

IF THEY FAKE IT, WHY DO THEY BOTH SEEM SO SAD? I CAN'T SHARE DETAILS, BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS I HAD PLAYED WITH MANY PEOPLE ON ASTRAL FOR FUN, AND I HAD MANY AFFAIRS... I NEVER CAN HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH ANYONE REAL... APPARENTLY, I HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH MY MIND FUCKER... HE CAN'T HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH ANY OTHER PERSON, TOO... HE HAS AN INTIMACY WITH ME AND IT IS NOT HAPPENING ON ASTRAL... I DO NOT KNOW WHAT KIND OF WITCHCRAFT HE DID ON ME, BUT I DID A LOT OF WITCHCRAFT ON HIM TOO... I AM A BIT SCARED BECAUSE IF THIS IS HAPPENING, WHAT IS THE NEXT STAGE? I CAN'T HANDLE THIS PERSON... I CAN'T ALLOW ANYONE TO GET CLOSE TO ME IN REAL LIFE, BUT THIS PERSON IS NOW SO CLOSE TO ME BY MIND TO MIND COMMUNICATION... I HOPE IT IS THE LAST STAGE AND IT WILL END, TOO... IT FEELS LIKE AN AWFUL EXPERIENCE... THE PERSON LOOKS SO SAD, LOOK IT IS NOT MY FAULT TO GROW FEELINGS FOR YOU... IT IS YOUR OWN FAULT NOT TO GIVE UP TO PLAY WITH ME... 

I CAN'T GET CLOSE TO ANYONE... I HOPE IT WILL PASS... IT IS NOT I DO NOT WANT TO GET CLOSE, I CAN'T GET CLOSE DUE TO MY OWN GRIEF... NOW, WHAT'S NEXT? DO NOT EVER TELL ME THAT WE CAN WORK IT OUT...

PRIVACY SUCKS... I WISH I COULD SHARE MORE... MAYBE, NEXT TIME IF I CAN FEEL COMFORTABLE... I AM INTO A REAL SHIT, BUT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A GAME BETWEEN US... IT IS VERY COMPLICATED...

MIND FUCK ENDS UP ON THE ROAD TOWARDS TRUE ROMANCE... I NEED A THERAPY...