Accurate Tarot Reading

I normally do not prefer to do tarot readings for MYSELF... I CAN HARDLY BE OBJECTIVE... I CONTROL THE CARDS BY MY OWN MIND... THIS TIME, I have tried HARDER TO SEE THE TRUTH... I WANT TO SUICIDE... I CHECKED IF MY EX WILL RETURN BACK TO ME, I SAW THAT HE WILL NEVER RETURN BACK... I MIGHT HEAR SOME NEWS FROM HIM ONE DAY, BUT THAT WILL BE ALL... I WANT TO DIE... I WAS ALWAYS SURE THAT HE WOULD RETURN BACK TO ME... I CAN'T RELY ON THIS READING MUCH, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS TRUE...

I ASKED IF I WILL MEET SOMEONE NEW AND WILL BE WITH ME FOREVER? I SAW IT IS POSSIBLE, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IT WILL HAPPEN IN A VERY VERY LONG TIME FUTURE... HE WILL BE WHITE AND AROUND MY AGE... THAT IS ALL I CAN SEE... HE WILL STAY WITH ME, BUT I DO NOT SEE THAT THERE WILL BE LOVE BETWEEN US... THIS IS A SHIT...

WELL, WHOMEVER COMES, I DO NOT CARE... I WAITED FOR MANY YEARS FOR MY EX TO RETURN BACK TO ME... I DATED ONLINE A LOT AND I NEVER GOT OVER MY EX EVER... I LOVED ONLY MY EX... NO ONE UNDERSTOOD THAT HE WAS THE ONLY BOY FOR ME...

OVERALL, I CHECKED THE OTHER MAN.TOO. IT IS OVER... IT IS GOOD... WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER, AS WELL... I GUESS IN THIS LIFE, WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER WITH PEOPLE WHOM WE LOVE BY HEART SO MUCH... THEN, WHAT IS THE POINT TO BE WITH ANOTHERONE TO SPEND A WHOLE LIFETIME?

THIS IS SO SHIT... HE GOT THE HERMIT CARD AS ALWAYS... IT IS TRUE FOR HIM... I WILL HAVE SOMEONE TO HAVE... THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE ME, BUT MAYBE I WILL CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVE TOWARDS HAVING A LIFE PARTNER... I SEE NO RING... I SEE THAT I WILL BE WITH SOMEONE AS A PARTNER AND HE WILL STAY... HE MUST BE VERY VERY GIVING IF HE DECIDES TO STAY WITH ME... I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT HIS JOB, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE HE RUNS HIS OWN BUSINESS... WELL, THAT IS WHAT I ALWAYS LOOK FOR... SOMEONE WHOM CAN TAKE CARE OF ME... HE CAN FUCK MANY WOMEN, I JUST NEED SOME SECURITY IN TERMS OF A MONEY WISE...

THAT IS ALL...

HE COULD BE EDUCATED, BUT NOT SO MUCH. I GUESS HE HAS NO HIGHER EDUCATION, JUST A UNIVERSITY BACKGROUND... I DO NOT WANT THIS PERSON... HE SEEMS SO WHITE AND I PICK UP HE IS NOT TURKISH, BUT NOT AMERICAN, NOR EUROPEAN... WHATEVER... I NEED HIS PASSPORT...

OTHERSSSSSSSSSSSSS ARE ALL GONE...

I AM GONEEEEEEEEEEEEE, TOO...

IF I SURVIVE, I CHOOSE THE ONE WHOM STAYS WITH ME...

IF NOT, I CHOOSE TO DIE BY MYSELF...

NOT TOO BAD...

I WON'T BE IN TURKEY WHEN I MEET THIS NEW ONE...

THAT IS SO TRUE...

MOVING ON FROM ALL DREAMS...

HAPPY FINANCIAL FUCK FOR ME...

IF HE PAYS ME LOTS, I WILL BE SUBMISSIVE 48 HOURS...

GIVE ME SOME CASH AND THEN FUCK ME BAD...

LIFE IS LIKE THAT...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

I CLOSE THIS SHITY BLOG TOO...

IT IS OVER, TOO...

THEY SHOULDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ALL BE FORGOTTEN...

I SHALL FORGET...

WE ALL FORGET...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ALL...

THIS BLOG IS DEAD FROM NOW ON...

THE END...