Past can be so SHITY. Clearly, LIFE IS BETTER without an OLD CLINGY FUCKER...It was YEARS AGOOOOOOOOOO... All of a sudden, I REMEMBER A PHRASE THAT MY EX USED TO TELL ME... WHO CARES? HE LOVED ME OR HE DID NOT LOVE ME... IN MY DIRTY HEART, HE HAS NO PLACEEEEEEEE...
Literally, he was JUST a stupid date for me... DID WE SLEEP WITH EACH OTHER? NOPE... Thus, he was just SOMEONE I used to SPEND TIME TOGETHER TO FEEL AS IF I WAS IN LOVE...
HE AND ME ONLY SPENT TIME AT THE PARKS AND ON STREETS... HE WAS NOT SPECIAL... I DO NOT CARE IF I WAS SPECIAL FOR HIM... HE IS A VERY NEGATIVE GUY THAT HE ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ACT. BACK TO REALITY, I STILL DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ACT... LOOOOOOOOOOL...
IF HE THINKS ABOUT ME TIME TO TIME, HE CAN FIND A WAY TO TALK TO ME. DID HE EVER AND EVER GIVE ME A CALL? NOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... I DID MY BEST AND HIS THOUGHTS ABOUT ME ARE TOTALLY AN IRRELEVANT SUBJECT TO ME...
THERE WAS A VERY HOT MOMENT BETWEEN US, AND EVEN IN THAT HOT MOMENT, I WAS PRETENDING THAT I LOVED HIM. THE WAY I KISSED HIM MEANT NOTHING, TOO. I AM VERY HAPPY THAT HE IS GONE FOREVER...
OBVIOUSLY, I HAD NEVER BEEN COMMITTED TO HIM BECAUSE I WAS INTO ANOTHER GUY WHEN I USED TO DATE THIS EX FUCKER. I WANTED TO GET MORE CLOSE THIS EX, HE ALWAYS PUT SOME BOUNDARIES BETWEEN US...
WHAT A BOYFRIEND... LOOOOOOOOOOOL...
I LIKE TO BE ON MY OWN. IF I NEED SOMEONE TO KISS, I JUST GO ON AN ASTRAL JOURNEY AND I GET A SEXUAL CONNECTION WITH WHOMEVER I DESIRE. THAT IS THE NAUGHTY SIDE OF THE INNOCENT GIRL.
HIS THOUGHTS COME TO ME LIKE A MAGNET, BUT I AM TALENTED ENOUGH TO MAKE THEM PERISH.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
I AM A REAL PSYCHIC, BUT I DO NOT LOVE MY EX. I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT I LOVED HIM ANYWAY...
HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...
YESTERDAY, I CRIED THAT HE WOULD NEVER RETURN BACK TO ME. TODAY, MY ALTER EGO IS TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD SMILE MORE THAT THE FUCKER WILL NEVER RETURN BACK TO ME...
HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...
I AM A WEIRDOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I normally do not prefer to do tarot readings for MYSELF... I CAN HARDLY BE OBJECTIVE... I CONTROL THE CARDS BY MY OWN MIND... THIS TIME, I have tried HARDER TO SEE THE TRUTH... I WANT TO SUICIDE... I CHECKED IF MY EX WILL RETURN BACK TO ME, I SAW THAT HE WILL NEVER RETURN BACK... I MIGHT HEAR SOME NEWS FROM HIM ONE DAY, BUT THAT WILL BE ALL... I WANT TO DIE... I WAS ALWAYS SURE THAT HE WOULD RETURN BACK TO ME... I CAN'T RELY ON THIS READING MUCH, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS TRUE...
I ASKED IF I WILL MEET SOMEONE NEW AND WILL BE WITH ME FOREVER? I SAW IT IS POSSIBLE, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IT WILL HAPPEN IN A VERY VERY LONG TIME FUTURE... HE WILL BE WHITE AND AROUND MY AGE... THAT IS ALL I CAN SEE... HE WILL STAY WITH ME, BUT I DO NOT SEE THAT THERE WILL BE LOVE BETWEEN US... THIS IS A SHIT...
WELL, WHOMEVER COMES, I DO NOT CARE... I WAITED FOR MANY YEARS FOR MY EX TO RETURN BACK TO ME... I DATED ONLINE A LOT AND I NEVER GOT OVER MY EX EVER... I LOVED ONLY MY EX... NO ONE UNDERSTOOD THAT HE WAS THE ONLY BOY FOR ME...
OVERALL, I CHECKED THE OTHER MAN.TOO. IT IS OVER... IT IS GOOD... WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER, AS WELL... I GUESS IN THIS LIFE, WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER WITH PEOPLE WHOM WE LOVE BY HEART SO MUCH... THEN, WHAT IS THE POINT TO BE WITH ANOTHERONE TO SPEND A WHOLE LIFETIME?
THIS IS SO SHIT... HE GOT THE HERMIT CARD AS ALWAYS... IT IS TRUE FOR HIM... I WILL HAVE SOMEONE TO HAVE... THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE ME, BUT MAYBE I WILL CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVE TOWARDS HAVING A LIFE PARTNER... I SEE NO RING... I SEE THAT I WILL BE WITH SOMEONE AS A PARTNER AND HE WILL STAY... HE MUST BE VERY VERY GIVING IF HE DECIDES TO STAY WITH ME... I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT HIS JOB, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE HE RUNS HIS OWN BUSINESS... WELL, THAT IS WHAT I ALWAYS LOOK FOR... SOMEONE WHOM CAN TAKE CARE OF ME... HE CAN FUCK MANY WOMEN, I JUST NEED SOME SECURITY IN TERMS OF A MONEY WISE...
THAT IS ALL...
HE COULD BE EDUCATED, BUT NOT SO MUCH. I GUESS HE HAS NO HIGHER EDUCATION, JUST A UNIVERSITY BACKGROUND... I DO NOT WANT THIS PERSON... HE SEEMS SO WHITE AND I PICK UP HE IS NOT TURKISH, BUT NOT AMERICAN, NOR EUROPEAN... WHATEVER... I NEED HIS PASSPORT...
OTHERSSSSSSSSSSSSS ARE ALL GONE...
I AM GONEEEEEEEEEEEEE, TOO...
IF I SURVIVE, I CHOOSE THE ONE WHOM STAYS WITH ME...
IF NOT, I CHOOSE TO DIE BY MYSELF...
NOT TOO BAD...
I WON'T BE IN TURKEY WHEN I MEET THIS NEW ONE...
THAT IS SO TRUE...
MOVING ON FROM ALL DREAMS...
HAPPY FINANCIAL FUCK FOR ME...
IF HE PAYS ME LOTS, I WILL BE SUBMISSIVE 48 HOURS...
GIVE ME SOME CASH AND THEN FUCK ME BAD...
LIFE IS LIKE THAT...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
I CLOSE THIS SHITY BLOG TOO...
IT IS OVER, TOO...
THEY SHOULDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ALL BE FORGOTTEN...
I SHALL FORGET...
WE ALL FORGET...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ALL...
THIS BLOG IS DEAD FROM NOW ON...
THE END...
AS I'M A HOUSEWIFE, I WAS WATCHING A TV PROGRAMME. LOOOOOOOOOOOOL AND ROFL... IT WAS ASSOCIATED WITH DREAMS... After listening to the SHITY WOMAN, I THOUGHT ABOUT MY EX... I ALWAYS WANTED HIM BACK... YES, YES, YES... I ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE PEACE WITH HIM... THE WOMAN SAID TO THE WOMAN THAT THE WAY TO MAKE A COMMUNICATION WITH THE PERSON WHOM YOU WANT TO MAKE PEACE MATTERS A LOT... SKIP IT... WHAT DID I DO? NOTHING... I EITHER MOCKED OF HIS FAKE GF OR HIS MOTHER... I NEVER ACHIEVED TO MAKE REAL PEACE WITH MY EX... COMMUNICATION MATTERS SO MUCH...
WHY should I COMMUNICATE PROPERLY? LOOOOOOOOOOL... I'M SO CRAZY AND INSANE AND WILD... ONCE I USED DIRTY WORDS TO SEDUCE HIM, TOO... THIS WAY, I REALLY THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD MAKE PEACE... LOOOOOOOOOL...
Whatever happened BETWEEN HIM AND ME, I JUST MOVE ON. I STILL WANT TO MAKE PEACE WITH HIM BECAUSE I DO NOT FIND ANYONE BETTER... LOOOOOOOOOOOL... I am a fool beause I THOUGHT ABOUT messaging him in a different way... HE IS NOT WORTH IT...
I FEEL HIS THOUGHTS A LOT AND HE SAYS I AM SO SORRY F. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY HE SAYS THIS TO ME... BEFOREHAND, HE NEVER WAS SORRY... I BELIEVE THAT SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED TO HIM... THAT IS LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... DO NOT BE SORRY FOR ME, BE SORRY FOR YOUR OWN FAILURE... YOU FAILED TO BE MY BF AND YOU FAILED TO GET MARRIED WITH ME... YOU FAILED TO BE MINE... YOU FAILED TO FUCK ME, TOO... WHICH SORRY IS THIS?
GOOD LUCK... IT SEEMS HE HAS FOUND A VERY BAD GIRL OR HE IS SO SO SO LONELY THAT HE REMEMBERS ME... WHEN I ERASE PEOPLE, I ERASE FOREVER, TOO... I WAITED TOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG... FROM NOW ON, HIS BEING SORRY IS NOT MY PROBLEM...
I GUESS AT THE AGE OF 35, YOU WAKE UP FROM ALL DREAMS...
OF COURSE, I AM UNSTABLE SO MUCH AND I AM VERY SURE I WILL WRITE A VERY ROMANTIC POEM ABOUT MY EX ANOTHER DAY... LOOOOOOOOOL....
I AM LIKE A PUZZLE... IF YOU WANT TO PLAY WITH ME, YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT YOU WILL GET VERY CLOSE TO THE END, BUT YOU WILL NEVER GET ME BACK... I DO NOT ACCEPT IF HE RETURNS... HE READS THINGS THAT I WRITE, BUT I DO NOT KNOW HOW HE DOES IT... I GUESS HE HACKS MY STUFF BECAUSE HE IS AN ENGINEER... IF HE DOESN'T WANT ME BACK, WHY HE IS FOLLOWING ME...
WHAT IS MY REAL CONNECTION WITH MY EX? I SMELL HIM A LOT... WELL, I MISS HIM... CAN WE JUST FUCK EACH OTHER? LOOOOOOOOOOOL....
JUST ONE NIGHT FUCK, I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING...
RETURN BACK ONLY FOR A FUCK....
WE WILL BOTH BE VERY HAPPY...
WE CAN'T STAY VIRGINS FOREVER, BOY... LOOOOOOL....
BYE VIRGIN BOY....
BY THE WAY, GET A SHOWER DEAR... YOU STINKKKKKKKKKKKK... :)
MWAHHHHH MY LITTLE BOY....
I
STILL
LOVE
YOU
MUCH...
ALWAYS YOURS, F.
Staying silent is AWESOME... EVERYONE talks on their own... LOL, LOL, LOL... I have my own page to SAY ANY SHIT... Apparently, HE NEVER GIVES UP... DOES HE LOVE ME? ROFL... HE PUTS THE CABLES ON HIS HEAD AND HE SAYS HE LOVES ME MUCH... IS IT THE MATRIX? LOOOOOOOOOOOOL...
I will stay SILENT... THE GAME WILL CHANGE... HOWEVER, I DO NOT THINK I HAVE ENOUGH COURAGE TO PLAY GAMES WITH A NEW PERSON... I THOUGHT THAT IT WILL BE ONLY A GAME... THE OUTCOME IS TERRIBLE...
JUST SAYING, I GAVE UP... I HAVE MANY REASONS... PUT MANY ELECTRONIC HATS ON YOUR HEAD AND COME TO MY DREAMS AND SLEEP NEAR ME... IT IS ARTIFICIAL... OH BOY, THE GIRL WOKE UP... LOL AND LOL AND LOL...
HOWEVER, EVEN IT STARTED AS A GAME, WE BOTH KNOW THAT THE GAME TURNED OUT SOMETHING WE COULD NOT DEFINE CLEARLY... I NEED NO CLARIFICATION ANY MORE...
AS I AM QUITE, IT IS THE BEST WAY FOR ME TO FOCUS ON MYSELF.. I HAVE FOUND A NEW OBSESSION... IT IS CEL-TA... LOOOOOOOOOOOOL... I GUESS I AM DONE WITH ALL HUMAN BEINGS... I WANT TO TRAIN MYSELF AND LEARN NEW THINGS... WHAT CAN I DO? THEY ALWAYS COMPLAINED THAT I WILL NEVER WORK...
IT IS NOT THEIR PROBLEM ANYMOREEEEEE... ON THE CONTRARY, THEY BOTH NEVER HELPED ME AND ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NEVER BE OCCUPIED...
WELL, I KNOW ONLY ONE THING THAT LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WORRY ABOUT BULLSHITS... IF I WORK, I WILL WORK... WHO CARES ABOUT THE FUTURE? I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK IN A PRIVATE SCHOOL, IT HAS FAILED... I WORKED THERE 2 DAYS... LOOOOOOOL, THEY KNOW ME SO WELL... BEING WITH ME WILL BE THE SAME... I CAN BE WITH THEM JUST IN 2 DAYS AND THEN DISAPPEAR FOR MANY MOTNHS OR WEEKS... IT MUST BE PAINFUL...
I DO WHATEVER I WANT TO DO... I LOVE IT...
BETWEEN, I GAVE UP TRULY... I GUESS I NEVER LOVED...
PUT THE CABLES ON, AND TELL ME MORE THAT YOU LOVE ME MUCH...
MAY I ASK A QUESTION? DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME MUCH? IF IT IS TRUE, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...
OVERALL, I AM JUST A TURKISH GIRL...
BYE...
I AM NOT INTO PSYCHIC STUFF, IT WAS FUN... I PRETENDED THAT I WAS A CLAIRVOYANT... I AM FAKE... I CAN'T BE AN ESOL TEACHER, TOO... I AM FAKE IN EVERYTHING...
LEAVE
THE
GIRL
ALONE...
GREETINGS TO SPAIN... AS FAR AS I REMEMBER, IN THAT APPLICATION THEY WOULD NOT PROVIDE THE ACCOMODATION... LOOOOOOOL...:)
WORK ON YOUR HOMEWORK BETTER...:)
BYE TILL HELL...
Dear Stupid,
I stopped messaging YOU... I GAVE UP ON YOU... You should give up on me, too... IF YOU WANTED TO BE WITH ME, YOU CHOULD HAVE BEEN WITH ME... You haven't got any obstacles to be with ME... Please, don't be with ME... YOU ARE STUPID...
From now on, WE BREAK UP... WE never had been TOGETHER... Stupid person never LEAVES ME... I think he is so STUPID... I LEFT HIM FOREVER... I WILL never message him... I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO HIM TILL I PASS AWAY...
Stupid, when you sleep with me, what are you doing? I GO ON SLEEPING, STUPID... I SLEEP ALONE, YOU STAY WITH ME LIKE A DUMB GHOST... DO YOU REALLY WANT TO SLEEP NEAR ME? THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN...
STUPİD, YOU WEAR A MACHINE HAT AND ACT LIKE YOU LOVE ME... YOU ARE STUPID BECAUSE EVEN YOUR LOVE IS ARTIFICIAL... STUPID, WHY DO YOU HUG SOMEONE MUCH? WHAT IS YOUR ISSUE WITH THIS PERSON? LET IT GO, DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
LET IT GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS KISS HER? YOU ARE STUPID... LIFE IS LAMEEEEEEEEEEEE. YOU ARE LAMEEEEEEEEEEE. TOO... WHY DO YOU LOVE HER? YOUR LOVE IS UNRETURNED...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
MAYBE YOU ARE REALLY INTELLIGENT, BUT I MOVED ON...
I GET BORED OF YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID...
DO YOU WANT A MESSAGE FROM YOUR DEAR JENNY?
NEVERMIND...
SHE WAS JUST A DRUG ADDICT...
LOOOOOOOOL...
SHE MAKES NO SENSE TO ME...
IT SEEMS THAT THE MESSAGES OF JENNY ARE ARTIFICIAL, TOO...
COME ON, YOU REALLY LOST ME...
CHANGE THE GAME AND THE NAME AND HAVE FUN!!!
I WILL NEVER GO OVERSEAS AGAIN...
I GOT WHAT I WANTED...
THAT IS ALL MATTERS...
WHEN IT IS OVER, IT IS OVER... I am happy... DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR MISS F... DO NOT THINK OF HER... SHE WILL NEVER WORK... SHE NEVER LOVED YOU... SHE NEVER CARED ABOUT YOU... EVEN WHEN SHE WAS KISSING YOU, SHE WAS PRETENDING AS IF SHE WAS GETTING PLEASURE...
I NEVER LOVED THIS EX... HE KISSED ME AND KISSED ME AND NEVER SLEPT WITH ME... HE WAS BORING...
I NEVER LOVED THE REST, AS WELL... THEY WERE JUST ONLINE FLAMES...
I GUESS NO ONE STAYS WITH ME...
I CLOSED ALL MY CONNECTIONS... I SLEEP ALONE AND I DO NOT FEEL ANYONE WITH ME...
I HOPE EVERYONE FINDS A GOOD FUCKING BUDDY...
MY TURN WILL COME, TOO...
ABOUT THIS EX, I SWEAR THAT I WILL SEDUCE HIS FATHER IN ORDER TO TAKE A REVENGE...
LIFE IS ALWAYS A SHIT...
LATELY, I MET A FEW MEN AND THEY DID NOT LIKE ME...
LOOOOOOOOOOOL....
THEY THOUGHT THAT I AM A CRAZY GIRL, TOO...
LOOOOOOOOOOL...
THERE MUST BE A VERY STRONG MAN TO THINK THAT I AM THE ONE FOR HIM...
HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR MISS F...
THEY NEVER FORGET THE LETTER F...
IF THEY DO NOT FORGET, THEY SHOULD PUT THE LETTER F INTO THEIR DICKS... THAT SUITS PERFECT... ;)
HAPPY MASTURBATIONS TO EX...
I DO NOT NEED ANY MASTURBATION BECAUSE I DO FUCK WOMEN ON ASTRAL...
IT IS THE BEST AROUSED FEELING...
ADIOS FOLKS...
MAY I ASK, WHAT KIND OF A NAME IS MARYANN?
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL....
NAH, I WON'T BUY THESE CONNECTION SHITS...
OVER...
CAN I FUCK BOJANA?
:)
LOOOOOOOOL...
SHE IS 35...
LOOOOOOOOOOL...
TOGETHER, WE COULD RAPE HERRRRRRRRRRRRR...
SHE WOULD BE OUR SUBMISSIVE BITCH...
OPSSSSSSSSSSS...
I HAVE THE MARYANN, NOT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW,
HE HAD LOST ME FOREVER, TOO...
MISS F...
LOOOOOOOOOOL...
F
U
L
... :)
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL...
BYE BABES...
I had reached at the level of reading people's minds in a very very professional way... I HAD AN INTERVIEW AND I GAVE ALL THE POSITIVE ANSWERS TO THE person whom TESTED ME... LOOOOOOOOOL... WHATEVER HAPPENED, IT HAPPENED...
I AM AN AGRESSIVE PERSON AND I NEVER SHUT MY MOUTH UP... LOOOOOOOOOL... HOWEVER, IT WAS FUN TO EXPERIENCE THIS... BACK TO REALITY, AS NO EXPERIENCE, THE SCHOOL PREFERS AN EXPERT... TO BE HONEST, I AM RETIRED... LOOOOOOOOOOL...
HOW CAN I HAVE AN EXPERIENCE? MAYBE, LONDON WAS GOOD FOR ME... THEY NEVER HIRED, TOO... WELL, AT LEAST MY ABILITY IMPROVED... THUS, FUCKERSSSSSSSS, I CAN TELL YOU THAT I CAN CONVINCE MY EX TO RETURN BACK TO ME...
I JUST NEED TO GIVE HIM THE ANSWERS HE WISHES BY CHANNELLING WITH HIS MIND... WHAT THE FUCK I DID WAS AGAINST THE HUMAN RIGHTS... THE OUTCOME IS EMPTY...
SOME PEOPLE GAIN POWER ON OTHERS AND I JUST FELT LIKE I WAS THE BOSS... AT LEAST, I AM SO CONFIDENT... I DO NOT CARE TO WORK... WE WILL ALL DIE... WHETHER WE WORK OR NO, WE WILL PASS AWAY...
THE INTERVIEW WAS THE BEST ONE I HAD... I LOSE THE CONTROL IN INTERVIEWS... I GAVE ALL THE GOOD ANSWERS AND SHE LOVED IT TOO MUCH... SHE WON'T HIRE ME AS OTHERS BECAUSE IT IS THE SAME CLICHE... HERE IS MIDDLE EAST AND HERE IS TURKEY...
WHAT ABOUT MY MASTER DEGREE? LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL... IT IS GONE TO THE DUSTBIN AND I DO NOT CARE... I WANT TO FIND A WEIRD JOB SOMEHOW AND I WANT TO DO MY PHD LATER...
WILL I BE AN ENGLISH TEACHER? NOPE, NEVER... WILL I GET INTO THE MEDIA FIELD? NOPE, NEVER...
WILL I MOVE OUT TO ANOTHER COUNTRY? LIFE IS A WEIRD TUNNEL... IF I COME OUT OF THE DARK CYCLE OF MINE, EVENTUALLY I WILL SETTLE DOWN IN A FOREIGN COUNTRY...
ISTANBUL IS A SHITY CITY AS LONDON...
FUCK THEM ALL...
IF I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO THE JOB, IF I GET NO CHANCE, HOW CAN I LEARN THE JOB? SHITTTTTTT, NIGHTMARE, BUT I GAVE ALL THE POSITIVE ANSWERS TO HER...
I AM READY FOR A NEXT INTERVIEW...
I WILL BE 40 SOONISH AND I WILL STILL BE GOING INTO INTERVIEWS... THEN, PEOPLE ARE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE NO HEART AND I AM VERY MEAN AND CRUEL... WHAT DO THEY EXPECT FROM ME LIKE THAT?
TO BE CONTINUED OR NO, I JUST NEED TO FORGET THIS INTERVIEW AS OTHERS...
BUT, I ASK FOR IT... I SEE THE OUTCOME ALREADY...
WELL, THIS ONE WAS THE BEST ONE...
AS I SEE, THERE IS NO HOPE FOR ME...
AS I SEE, THERE IS NO CHANCE FOR ME...
FUCK JOB AND CAREER...
I WON'T WORK...
LOOOOOOOOOOOL...
AFTER 40, WILL I GET A CHANCE? ROFL...
HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....
I AM A CLOWN... CLOWNS ALWAYS FIND A VERY GOOD SHOW TO EARN MONEY...
BYEEEEE FOREVERRRRRRRRR BLOG...
I AM HEADING TOWARDS THE MAJOR DEPRESSION...
