Astral Shit

I had a very shitty astral experience... I saw that I was holding a spiritual flower... It was a healing flower... Whom will heal my wounds? No one!!! I dated a guy on astral, again when he started to get CLOSER to me, I RAN AWAY!!! This shows that I will be a LONER... I will be a spiritual girl, but I will never DATE or HAVE anyone SPECIAL...Anyway, I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE ANYONE... NEITHER MY EX, NOR JOHN WICK...

Afterwards, I was in a deep sleep... This John guy showed up on my astral zone... I guess he found a way to get in... LOL, LOL, LOL!!! He never gives up... He told me that he MISSES ME MUCH... I do not miss him... If he misses me really, he never helps me... I wonder what he really MISSES? I do not understand him at all... Then, probably I jumped into different dimensions on astral... Now, he misses me much because IT IS REALLY OVER!!! Of course, he WILL MISS!!! I DO NOT MISS MY EX BF, AS WELL... Soon, he will show up on ASTRAL and will KISS ME... I GIVE UP ON BOTH... WHENEVER I GIVE UP ON THEM, THEIR SPIRITS COME TO ME... I AM SORRY, I REALLY GAVE UP... THERE IS NO HOPE AND NO FUTURE... I WANT NO ONE... I NEED TO LEARN TO HEAL MY SOUL... I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HEAL IT... I will achieve to heal my HEART... Then, IF I MEET A NEW GUY, I MIGHT GIVE HIM A CHANCE!!! A CLEAN BEGINNING IS A REQUIRED THING TO DO FOR ME!!! 

Leaving the past BEHIND sounds very HARD, but I REALLY GAVE UP... I'M NOT SORRY FOR THEIR SPIRITS... THEY ARE NEEDY, BUT MY SPIRIT IS FREE... OVERALL, I'M A FREE SPIRIT... I JUST HAVE TO CLEANSE MY SPIRIT... THEY ARE LIKE A DIRT IN THE MUD... I JUST NEED THE RAINBOW!!!

I LIKE A GUY VERY MUCH SINCE 11 MONTHS... LOL, LOL, LOL!!! I NEVER TOLD HIM MY FEELINGS... WE ARE JUST FRIENDS... I DO NOT KNOW IF HE LIKES ME MORE OR NO!!! I DO NOT KNOW WHY HE SENDS ME VERY CARING MESSAGES... HOWEVER, IF HE LIKES ME EVEN MORE, HE IS VERY VERY CONSERVATIVE ABOUT DIFFERENT CULTURES... YEAH, I WILL KEEP HIM IN MY HEART... ONCE AGAIN, I LET ALL MY EMOTIONS GO... THEY ARE NOT THE ONLY ONES I HAVE FEELINGS... THEREFORE, I AM READY FOR A BETTER CHAPTER WITH A BETTER GUY... I JUST NEED A LONG TIME TO FIND WHAT I AM REALLY LOOKING FOR!!!

FALLING OUT OF LOVE IS A DIFFERENT FEELING... LOVE ENDS... WE COME FIRST!!! OUR NEEDS AND GOALS COME FIRST... IF THEY BOTH WANTED ME SO BAD, THEY WOULD COME AND TAKE ME... SOMETIMES, LIFE GIVES US A CHOICE, BUT WE CHOOSE THE OTHER ROAD... I DID MY BEST AND I JUST LOOK FOR THE FUTURE...

ABOUT THAT FLOWER, MY SPIRITS TOLD ME THAT IT REPRESENTS A NEW PHASE IN LOVE... THAT NEW CYCLE WILL COME... I HAVE A FEELING, I WILL FALL FOR A NEW MAN BADLY AGAIN... This time, I might have a chance to be life partners... I do not want to MARRY!!! 

Bye folks... Astral SHIT can give us the TRUE GUIDANCE!!! I LOVE TO BE A SPIRITUAL GIRL... I LOVE TO BE ALONE!!!

IF THEY MISS ME, THEY SHOULD KEEP MISSING!!! :)

I GUESS I WILL NEVER CHANGE MY IDEA ABOUT THEM ANYMORE!!!!

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